Being Adi's GirlFriend

~Chapter 32~

Adi and Michael are both looking at me. I didn't know what to do.

"Y/n,  I know I've messed up but, I really love you," Adi said.
"Adi if u loved me why did u kiss another girl?"
"I was pretending the girl was you,"
"Adi you can't pretend that someone else is me! That goes to show that I'm not special to you! I'm just an ordinary girl who is just like anyone else! If u loved me u wouldn't want another girl! I'm starting to think you just want me for the love, not because you are in love..."

Adi shakes his head.
"It's not like that!"

"Adi it seems that way! You can't just go kissing another girl when ur in a relationship!"

"But it was a mistake!"

"Yeah, and ur the one who made it! It wasn't just an accident Adi! The thought of u cheating on me entered ur head and that's what upsets me!"

"Look, I know your that your angry,"

"I am not angry! I am in pain! And you put me here! The person who was supposed to love me more than anything!"

I shouted at him with tears streaming down my face!

I ran and I ran continuously. Michael tried to run after me but he lost me after a couple of turns. I ran all the way to the top of the hill and stopped while looking down at the beach.
This is where the man threw me off.

Maybe I was supposed to be thrown off the cliff. Maybe it was a sign saying I need to die before I get my heart broken. But Adi got in the way! He saved me and i should have died!

I don't have the guts to jump off.
I look around me and see a glass bottle broken with blades of glass scattered all over the floor.

Maybe this is another sign...

I pick up the biggest glass blade and hold the sharp point above my arm.
I started to poke my skin with it and it started scratching my skin.
The thoughts of Adi kissing another girl, us arguing keeps replaying in my mind making me more and more upset.
Until the thoughts stopped and reality kicks in. I didn't notice that my arm was covered in blood, along with the glass piece.
I have no where to go, no where to stay. There's no point of me living anymore.

Hours and hours later, the blood has dried all up my arm. It starts getting dark and I just sit down the gravel.
I was bored so I started to cut my other arm too. I tried to make a pattern. But I messed it all up and I got angry and my arm went out of control and I accidentally made a massive, deep cut. Blood splattered all over my clothes.

I see a light in the distance. A car light. It hurt my eyes so I decided to close them hoping the car would pass in the meantime. But the car only stopped right in front of me.

"Y/n?! What the fuck happened?!"
His voice was recognisable. It was Tal.
He tried to pull me up onto my feet but I refused. Jojo and Anthony were also there. Anthony handed tal a tissue.

"Anthony? Are u serious?! A tissue?! We aren't kidding around she's bleeding uncontrollably and u give me a fucking tissue?!" Tal shouts.
He does use the tissue though to clean my arms a bit. It doesn't do much though. They all kneel down in front of me.

"Y/n what happened?" Jojo asked.
"Adi cheated on me." I mumble. I wish I didn't cry. I'm sick of crying but I can't help it.

"No," Tal whispered.

"It's ok. I don't want to live anymore anyway."

"What do u mean?" Tal asked.

"Well, I'm sick and tired of being heartbroken. I don't want to live anymore!"

"Come on y/n," tal said while picking me up. He put me in the back of his car and they all got in.

I'm too tired to think. Too tired to do anything. Maybe I will die in my sleep...

I close my eyes and forget about everything.