Being Adi's GirlFriend

~Chapter 34~

I take a deep breath. I don't know what to do now.

Y/n, remember what u said to Michael a while ago? You said you would date him if u wasn't with Adi. Ur not with Adi now so...

I don't know brain, I mean I don't want my heart broken again. I still love Adi but our trust is broken...

Maybe you could just... try dating Michael?

But how would I tell him?

I look at Michael. I open my mouth but before I could speak, Tal walks down the stairs.

"Hey," he says. He gives me a hug.
"Hey," I say back. He sits down next to me.
"I'm sorry for what Adi did to you,"
"It's ok, it's not your fault."
"I can't imagine what it would feel like to be cheated on. It must be really painful, Since I know u really love him. He says he really loves you too. I know he loves you y/n but being in ur position, must be really hard to believe."

I just nod my head. Tal was right. I do still love Adi. Deep down I do but, it is really hard to believe he still loves me.

I glance over to Michael. He kinda looks a bit embarrassed that he admitted he loves me.
I smile at him the best I could even though I wasn't in the mood.
And he does the same.

"Tal?!" I hear Adi say from upstairs.
Adi's here? Urgghhh!
Tal then gets up to see what Adi wants.

"Can I talk to u for a second?" Michael says once he had gone.
"Sure," I say weakly.
He takes me outside while Anthony waits in his chair.
We stood outside the front door in the darkness and the only light is the street lamps.

"So... what I said inside, I'm sorry. I know I said that before and it upset you, but -"
"No it's ok. Remember what I said to you before too?"
He thinks back to the conversation we had a while ago.

Y/n what are you doing?!

What?! u told me to date Michael!

I know but now I'm here I'm scared it will ruin the friendship!

Well it's too late now!

"You said you would date me if u wasn't with Adi?" He said quietly.

I smile better than last time.
As he leans in I don't feel myself pulling away. I don't feel myself panicking. I just stay put.
I mean what else can I do? What else can go wrong? At this point in life I have nothing to lose. Well, except from friendship. And friendship is all I have left now.

Are you sure you want to do this?

But of course I couldn't reply to my brain. Before I know it, Michael was kissing me.
That second, Adi opened the door and stopped while staring at us.
We pulled apart and I felt a river of guilt flooding through me.
I looked at Adi waiting for him to do something.
"What are you doing?" He asked Michael.
He didn't reply.
"You know what I don't even care right now," he said angrily before he slammed the door shut.

I felt disappointed in myself.
"I'm sorry," Michael whispered.
I just shrug.
I walk over to the curb and sat down. Michael did the same.

"What are you thinking?" He asked quietly.
"Just what to do now. I have nothing left in my life. Nowhere to stay, nothing to do. And I guess this ruins our friendship," I sigh.
"It won't ruin our friendship. But can I ask you a question? Who do u love?"

I sigh.

"I'm not sure right now,"  I say looking blankly at the floor.
"I have bigger things to worry about. For example where am I going to stay tomorrow night?! I won't sleep knowing Adi is there."

"If u want u can stay at my place for a while. I'm sure my parents will allow me."
I look up at him.
"Really? You wouldn't mind?"
"Well I'm not one hundred percent sure if my parents will mind. I'll call them now."  He says.
He gets up and has a very long conversation with his parents.
At least Michael has saved one of my worries.