𝙍𝙚𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙮 || 𝘉𝘛𝘚 𝘑𝘪𝘯 [𝘏𝘪𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘴]

14

Jin's POV

Jungkook had took out Eunji as planned so that I would have time to decorate the house. I was supposed to surprise her with the dress I picked out for our wedding. At first I was going to do it alone but Lisa suggested she wanted to help. She was my new partner in business and lately we've been spending time a lot.

We were finished with the decoration. The only thing left was to stick 'I love you' on the wall. "Here?" she asked while pointing at the wall where she'll have to stick it. I gave her a nod, "Just a little to the left." She tiptoed but ended up being unbalanced. Before she could fall I quickly grabbed her. She fell on my lap. "Oops, thank you." she smiled. I was about to push her away when she suddenly placed her hand on my cheeks. "Something's sticking." she said.

It was the same second when the front door opened while Jungkook and Eunji walked in. "It's not what you think!" I quickly said and pushed her off.

...

Eunji's POV

"I swear it wasn't the plan! Hyung and I just wanted to surprise you." Jungkook said while driving. "Shut up Jungkook, just drive to your house." I scoffed. "Ne." Jungkook hung his head low and kept on driving.

We arrived in front of Jungkook's house as he parked the car. "Are you sure noona? Maybe you misunderstood him." Jungkook pouted. "I don't care."

We went into the house as Jungkook started cleaning up the mess on the floor. "I'll help." I said. "No! Stay right there!" He escorted me to the couch and made some space for me to sit.

"I have to go to Busan tomorrow. My grandma's a bit sick. Are you sure you'd be okay alone?" He asked. I gave him a nod. "I could have Yoongi over."

"No! He's probably busy." Jungkook defended like something was wrong. "Concert and stuff." He added. I awkwardly waited for him to continue but instead he tried to change the subject. "So... want ramyun for dinner?" He asked. I just nodded my head.

He set the bowl in front of me and took a seat. "Noona, I swear she isn't even part of the plan." He said. "That's the problem Jungkook! She shouldn't be there but she is! Those rumors about them, it should've been me! I'm the one getting married with him, not her." I exclaimed.

"But he loves you noona. You don't have to care what other people think." Jungkook frowned. "What if he doesn't Jungkook? What if I wasn't the girl who used to love him? I don't even remember one thing about him! One single thing about him!" I started to feel my eyes getting a bit wet.

"Noona, are you angry at him or at yourself?" He asked. The question hit me. "Maybe you're right Jungkook... I think I feel insecure. Seeing such a beautiful girl with him... I felt so imperfect." A drop of tear slipped out of me. "Let's just eat, okay? Maybe before going to Busan tomorrow, I'll drop you off." He smiled. "Arraseo." I forced a slight grin.

...

Jin kept texting me all night but I ignored since I didn't know what to reply. I woke up early before Jungkook so that I could make breakfast for him. If he was awake, he would just tell me to sit down and rest. I jumped out of bed and carelessly hit something on the table next to the bed. I bent down to see the diary he took away the other day.

Curiosity growing over me, I decided to open the book. The first few pages were full of pictures and descriptions about dates I went on with Jin. While turning the page, I stopped at a page where Yoongi and my picture were glued on the top of the paper. Yoongi's hands were wrapped around my waist while I sat on him.

"The stars couldn't be more convincing than he was. Today we went stargazing at a place called Yeongyang Firefly Eco Park. Yoongi took me there because lately I had been stressed. I'm starting to feel weird around Yoongi these days."

I turned the next page.

"Jin is currently at New York and Yoongi came over and slept-over. He talked till midnight and helped me deal a lot of my stress. We slept on the same bed and the feelings is just not the same. It used not to be awkward but last night was different."

"Today Jin came back and we had a huge fight. He doesn't like having Yoongi around. We haven't talk for a few days. I blocked his number."

"Jungkook was trying to keep something from me, I felt it. I think Jin is doing something behind my back."

"Last night I committed a mistake. I hate myself not for being guilty. I went over Yoongi's place last night I made love with him. I really really hate myself that I didn't regret doing it. Jin called me to meet up in the evening... I think it's time we break up."

I dropped the book at the last sentence. I couldn't believe they would hide this for me. On top of that, I couldn't believe Jin saw all this and let it slide. I quickly grabbed my jacket, preparing to leave. I stepped on the platform, waiting for a taxi.

I stopped in front of a cafe somewhere far from my house. I ordered myself a cup of Americano and sat down near the window. I didn't even cry. I was far from crying. I rather felt angry. Even Jungkook hid this for me. 

It was when my phone started ringing, it was Yoongi.

"Hello?" I picked up.

"For god's sake Eunji! Do you have any idea how much I was worried?" he yelled.

I just stayed silent.

"Jungkook called me and said you were missing when he woke up? What happened with you and your boyfriend? Why are you at Jungkook's house?" he kept throwing questions at me.

"Y-Yoongi... I need you now." I pursed my lips. 

"W-what?" he sounded surprised.

"I'll text you the place, come alone. Please..." I said before hanging off. I closed power offed my phone after texting him the place.

A few minutes later, he arrived in front of the cafe. Emotions were all across his face. "Oh my god, thank god you're okay!" he exclaimed. "Why didn't you tell me?" it was the first thing I asked. "Tell you what?" he had no idea of the situation.

"About what happened the night before my accident." I sighed. He parted his lips like he didn't expected it at all. "E-Eunji... how did you know?" he asked. "Answer me Yoongi, why didn't you tell me?" I raised my voice a bit.

"Y-you were happy. Jungkook said it's better for you. I thought-" then I cut him off. "You thought I'd be happy if I found out and just move on? You guys created a life for me without guilt but you guys didn't know it would turn out like this. I hate you, I hate all of you." I was about to leave till be hugged me from behind.

"It was because I love you Eunji... it was because I loved you." he whispered from the back. My muscles tensed at his words as I turned around and hugged him back. Suddenly this scene felt so similar... like it has happened before... like I was replaying a movie all over again.