chapter 38

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VOICE RECORDINGS of YOUR HOSPITAL VISITS
DAY ONE
(Y/N POV)
"Hey there, Tyler. It's me. Your girlfriend. (Y/N). I don't know what happened to you, but I miss you. I really do. *muffled sob noises* Please come back. I love you. I love you so much. I can't lose you... I'll see you tomorrow."
END OF DAY ONE

DAY TWO
"Hi Tyler. I hope you can hear me, even though your eyes are closed. You have a million machines hooked up to you. You look like me. *slight laughter* Anyway. I guess you aren't getting better right now, or at least that's what the doctors say. But the doctors said that I wouldn't survive either, and here I am. You survived your surgery, obviously, and if you ever wake up, you'll be yourself again. You gotta wake up, Tyler. I need you to wake up. I have to go. I love you."
END OF DAY TWO

DAY THREE
(JOSH POV)
"Hey, Tyler. (Y/N) couldn't make it today. She had to do something. I don't remember what she said. Anyway, it's Josh. I miss you bud. I don't think I've told you enough that I love you. I should've, but I didn't. Please wake up, Tyler. Your girlfriend— (Y/N)— she's a mess without you. No offense. *slight laughter* But she misses you. She cries a lot. This is hard for her. You would know. You sat through tons of surgeries hoping that she'd survive. Now we're doing the same for you. Aw, man, Liza's here. I hate to love you, but I have to go. Bye, Tyler. Please wake up."
END OF DAY THREE

DAY FOUR
(Y/N POV)
"Hey there! It's me again. Your favorite girl. Sorry I couldn't be here yesterday. I had to take care of a bunch of random family stuff. Anyway, I just wanted to stop by and say hello. The doctors say you're stable, which is good. They're hoping you'll show some signs of being awake in the next few days. A little movement, a hand squeeze- anything. So if you could let us know that you're in there, it would be great. It doesn't have to be today. Just sometime. Alright? Alright. I'll see you later, Tyler."
END OF DAY FOUR

DAY FIVE
"Hey Tyler. It's been five days. Your family
misses you. Especially Madison. We really want you back, Tyler. *crying noises* I'm sorry. I'm emotional today. I learned a ukulele song for you. *sniffing* If you ever wake up, I'll show it to you. I worked really hard on it. Madison says it's good. And so does Josh. Remember Josh? Well I don't even know if you're awake. But if you are, he came a few days ago. He's your bandmate. You know, Twenty One Pilots? Anyway, I'd better get going before I soak this bed from tears. See you later."
END OF DAY FIVE

DAY SIX
"Heya, TyJo. So I've almost perfected my ukulele song but the E chord is so hard to master. Josh said you were good at that. I wish you were here so you could show me. Anyway, the doctors say you're stable right now. But I don't want stable. I want you to wake up. So give me a sign, I want to believe. Sorry, Brendon told me to say that. I'm supposedly promoting his song. *laughter* But yeah. It would be pretty great if you could wake up for me. I'm alive because of you. You should wake up for me. I don't mean to be selfish but I need you. Please Tyler. I don't want to have practiced my ukulele for nothing! I'm just kidding. I want you. I love you. I have to go now."
END OF DAY SIX

DAY SEVEN
"Tyler, I need you to wake up. The doctors say you have three more days and then they're taking you off of life support. *sobbing* I can't lose you. Tyler, you're invincible. You can't let this tear us apart. We were supposed to grow up together and get married and have kids and grandkids.  You need to wake up, Tyler. Please wake up. Wake up for me. Live for me so we can live for each other. I love you so much Tyler. You have three days. Please just squeeze my hand or something. I have to go."
END OF DAY SEVEN

DAY EIGHT
"So the doctors say you haven't made any progress yet. Come on, Tyler. I know you can. I know you're capable. You have two more days. I can't let you die because of a fall. You deserve to die surrounded by friends and family and your kids. You can't do this. Tyler Robert Joseph, you have to stay alive. I'm ordering you, as your girlfriend, that you freaking have to. Please Tyler. I don't want to have to talk about the last time I saw you alive. I love you, Tyler."
END OF DAY EIGHT

DAY NINE
"Hi Tyler. I guess this is the last time I'll see you. *loud crying* I'm going to miss you so much. I am going to come tomorrow but I won't get to talk with you like this. I'm so sorry, Tyler. We had a future. We had stuff together. I guess we just don't get to live it. Maybe, in Heaven, you can play ukulele and become the best band in the world. *sniffling* I love you. I love you. I love... oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god! He squeezed my hand! He squeezed my hand! I love you! I love you! I love you!
*male voice* "I love you too."
END OF DAY NINE

END OF RECORDINGS
A/N: Tried a different writing style for this chapter. Hope you guys enjoyed, and thank you for 2k+ reads!! <3

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