I know this isn't a oneshot but it's something that I need to get off my chest. Hopefully one of you will care. Let's start off with who I am. I'm a very happy and bubbly person. That's what everyone thinks. But in the inside I get really depressed. I have never told anyone this. But I'm telling you guys because I feel safe with you guys. There's so much cool funny people on this app. And I adore it. This year has been the year where I started harming myself, sometimes crying myself to sleep. But no one would expect it from a girl like me. The beginning of this summer I was really thinking about just ending everything. I feel like that was the only option. My only escape was YouTube before I came across this app. I was going through my recommended when I see Liza's dollar store video. I knew who Liza was but I never really sat down and watched one of her videos. That's when I found David and the whole Vlog Squad. They made me happy. They were my escape. Then I found Wattpad and I fell in love with the people on here. You're all so funny and happy. It makes me feel like I have these friends who are exactly like me. And yes, I do have friends and I am I guess "popular" but it's legit not real. But sometimes I feel like I have no one. I don't know if to tell my friends about how I feel. So that's why I'm telling you guys. Because to me, you guys are like my internet best friends. Oh god I'm tearing up right now Jesus. Anyway yeah um I just want to talk to you guys. I hope you don't think I'm annoying. It's hard to act like your happy when you're really not. So yeah that's my little story. And don't worry part 3 of "miscommunications" will hopefully be up this week. Okay thanks babes! I want to just upload this even though it's late. I just want to get this off my chest. Maybe it'll help.
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