Book Of Poems

What Do I Really Really Want

What do I really really want

That's a good question to ask

But I have so many things

I just don't know how to pass

My answer to you

With confusing your brain

Because my wants and desires

They contradict each other

But I guess I'll try anyway

I want to get top grades

I want to be noticed by crush

I want to be able to go back to who I was

Before my trust was broken by some boy I didn't care about

I want to go to top universtities

Especially in Cali

Hoping to meet my favorite boy band

They are kind of my idols

I want to achieve the most I can

I want to help people smile

I want everyone to live a happy life

Even if it means mine is a dump

And now you see my dilemma

All my life I have really really wanted

Everyone to be happy and getting what they want

Making me put my desires to the side

Showing that I truly am my grandmother's grandaughter

As she did the same

And is now with me

On the counter in my living room