Even If I Die It's You || Taekook

First Love

No one really talked much while they ate, but every once in awhile Jungkook stole glances at Yugyeom.

Tae felt this sick feeling in his stomach and it almost made him want to throw up again. Tae quickly stood up.

"Where are you going?" Yoongi asked.

"I need to--bathroom," Tae sputtered and ran to the furthest bathroom from the dining room and as soon as he closed the door, he raised his hands to his mouth and was coughing petals and blood all over his hands.

This was only the second time he coughed since last night and it's already been so bad. If he coughed petals in front of them--. Tae shook his head. He was screwed. They can't find out.

It's been too long since Tae had been in the bathroom and he heard footsteps nearby.

"Tae? Are you okay?" Yoongi asked firmly, but Tae could still hear the worry casted over his voice.

"Uh-yeah," Tae said as he flushed the petals down the toilet and washed his hands.

"Shit," he said under his breath--too loud.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing hyung."

Tae's eyes were bloodshot red and there was blood on the floor. He worked quickly, unrolling tissue paper and cleaning the floor until their was no more blood on the floor and flushed the paper down the toilet. Tae quickly washed his face and went outside, where Yoongi still stood.

"Everything alright?" Yoongi said as he observed Tae's face. He brought his hand up to Tae's chin and turned his face to the side a few times, making sure that everything was alright.

"I'm fine."

"Why are your eyes so red?"

"I felt a little sick."

"Okay," That's all Yoongi said, but knowing him, he was suspicious about Tae.

"I think I'm going to sleep here today," Tae said.

"You sure you're okay?"

"I'm fine, hyung, I just feel a bit dizzy."

"I'll stay with you. I have to be here in the morning any way."

"Okay."

Tae went in the guest room and layed down thinking about Jungkook, until he realized that he wouldn't have anyone to sleep with. Tae sighed and got up and went back to the living room.

"When are we going home? I don't feel well."

"I thought you said you're going to stay here," Yoongi said.

"Yeah but," he gestured to Jungkook.

Jungkook blushed, "It's alright hyung, I can go over to Yugyeom's today," he said. "We were just talking about it."

Tae tried to hide his frown, "Oh, okay."

Tae almost ran out of the dining room and shut the door of the guest room making sure not to be so loud.

Tae grunted and closed his eyes, willing himself not to cry, but it was hard not to given the fact Jungkook was good at breaking hearts.

Soon enough Tae managed to fall asleep in the dark lonely night.

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"Tae! Wake up," Yoongi said pushing Tae. "You have to go to the theater today."

"I don't want to go," Tae said and shoved his head in Yoongi's lap.