Even If I Die It's You || Taekook

Hold Me Tight

Tae fell back on his bed, giving into his tears. Everything in him told him to die. To just die. For the pain that ate his inside to go away in one go. He wanted to die. He just wanted the pain to go away. He just wanted to hear Jungkook's voice everyday again. He just wanted to be with Jungkook forever. To be loved by him everyday.

Was that too much to ask for?

Even though Jungkook was with him everyday in real life, sometimes Tae wished that they could back to the days when their relationship was just on Instagram. No matter how much he tried it didn't work. No matter how much he cried, the past never came back. It won't come back anytime soon either.

He shook in pain and just let the tears fall.

"Tae?" Jungkook closed the door behind him and went over to Tae who hadn't heard him. "What's wrong?"

Jungkook's eyes widened in worry.

Why was Tae crying so hard?

He'd never seen him look so broken. It almost seemed like if Jungkook went near him he'd break. Jungkook paused at the door, confused. He snapped out of his creeping thoughts and half ran to Tae, his heart dropped into his stomach. He sat next to Tae and held him tightly, almost shaking with fear. "H-hyung, what's wrong?"

Tae wrapped his arms around Jungkook's waist, not even realizing what he was doing, and cried into Jungkook's shirt. His fingers digged into Jungkook's shirt as he sobbed Jungkook's shirt wetting soon with Tae' tears. Jungkook held him tightly and soothed him until his tears lessened to just trickles down his cheeks.

Jungkook's heart ached. His lungs almost felt like giving up on him. Jungkook's tears threatened to come out.

He quickly came up with an excuse to get out of the room, "Hyung, I'm going to go get a-"

Tae held him down, his voice husky and raspy, "Don't go."

"I'm just gonna get blankets, you're cold-"

" No ," Tae said. "You're making me warmer than any blanket could. I don't want any blankets Kookie, I just want you . Stay with me. Don't go anywhere."

There was a pause between the two before Tae broke it, "I need you, Jungkook. Just your arms around me are making me feel better. Hold me tight, Jungkook ," Tae said the words fresh on his mouth.

Jungkook looked down at the mop of brown hair lying on his stomach, a warm feeling of home surrounding him. Jungkook's smile faltered when he remembered what Jimin had said to him a while before.

"Jungkook-ah. That was a description of how I felt when I realized that I loved Min Yoongi."

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Jimin crept into Tae's room. It was late and he had rehearsals to go to soon. " Taehyung-ah ," he whispered through the door.

He opened the door quietly and peeked in the room and almost gasped too loudly. Jimin yanked his phone out and took as many pictures as he could in a second.

Jungkook's arms and legs were wrapped firmly around Tae's and his face was right between the crook of Tae's neck, Jungkook's steady breaths raising Tae's hairs on the back of his neck. Jimin smiled trying not to laugh his ass off as he stalked out of the room. He really really hoped this would all work out.

-We Must Protect The Children-

CHIMBLES: THE KIDS ARE IN L O V E.

CHIMBLES: THEY ARE IN LOVE I TELL YOU, L O V E

CHIMBLES: THEY ARE EVEN MORE REAL THAN ME AND YOONGI