Vinny Mauro Is My Brother

I am back

        I woke up and it was eight and I could still hear the rest in the living room. I locked my door and went to the bathroom and locked the door. I took out a box filled with blades and I picked up the sharpest. I saw the scars from the once before and every memory, every feeling, every word, every movement and every detail came to me. I stared to cut straight over and over, my arm was soon filled with blood. I let the tears fall from my face to the ground and my clothes. I went to my other arm and continued to cut until I felt weak. I cleaned up and went to bed and I slept again.

*Dream*

I was in a room, a dark room with no light. I could see a figure, so I walked closer to it. It was a woman and she was crying, her sobs were terrifying. I was right behind her and she stopped crying. She slowly turned around and it was my mom.

"Mom" I said.

"Violet what have you done?" She asked mad.

"Mom" I said.

"You ruined your brothers life, you ruined the life of his best friends, you killed your best friend you might as well kill yourself too" she said.

"I am sorry Mom" I said crying.

"You are so weak you went back to your old habits" she said.

I felt a sharp pain on my arms and then I looked down and blood was rushing down. All of my cuts were open and blood dropped from my arms, legs and stomach. Every cut I had made was open.

"Bleed our and die" she said.

"Why are you doing this!" I yelled.

"Because you deserve to die" she said.

"Get out of mind!" I yelled.

"I have come back and I am stronger" she said.

"No you are not you are just the demon inside of me" I said.

"You can't get rid of me" she said.

"Yes I can" I said.

"You have no one cares about you Vinny hates you, Chris and Ricky hate you" she said.

"I hate you, I always did" I said.

"That's just proves it I was always stronger" she said.

"Leave me alone!" I yelled again.

"Never!" She yelled.

Her eyes went red and she turned into the most hideous beast ever. Her evil laugh will haunt me for the rest of my life. Her face will always be their when I fall asleep and when I blink. She will follow me everywhere I go, she will always be their. She ran to me and went through me.

*End Of Dream*

I shot up from my bed shaking and sweating. I looked around and the guys were in my room. I hugged who ever was next to me and I just cried and while shaking. I didn't look up and when someone tried to talk to me I will ignore them. When someone grabbed me I flinched and moved away. Everyone left except who ever I was hugging. My crying turned into whimpers and soon hick ups.

"What happened?" I heard Ryder's voice.

"I don't want to talk about it" I whispered.

"Ok" he said.

"I am scared" I whispered.

"I am here I will never leave you" he said.

"Don't leave me" I said.

"I won't" he said.

"Am I still shaking?" I asked.

"Yes" he said.