secrets ; gawsten

34. wish

i wish you could know the pain i feel, i wish i could tell you how much i didn't want to feel.

i wish you knew that i still love you.

after everything i miss your presence.

i miss the words that fell out of your mouth when you first met me.

the cocky smirk that plastered on your face after you walked away, leaving me astonished.

but now, all i see is cloudy vision and the pills in my hands.

now all i see is the end. the end of you and me.

~awsten