secrets ; gawsten

63. memoriam

what would geoff write to me if he were in my position?

my guess would be nothing.

what if i spent 6 months avoiding him just to come face to face with him at the store, what would he say?

nothing, he said nothing.

the days after that occurred i sat in bed crying, crying because everything ran back into my mind.

scared that if i allowed myself to feel for him it would never stop.

i won't be the same, but then again i never was after the first time i met you.