secrets ; gawsten

42. shake

body aches, hands shake.

bathtub filled with water calling my name.

you're hand on my shoulder pushing and pulling.

"do it" a demonic voice whispers. i close my eyes and see my mothers face, eyes wet as she see's my body.

limp; bloody and a single tear falls from my eyes as a smile etched onto my face.

who had won?.

but then i awoke, to the reality where i'm still alive and you're still not satisfied.

~awsten