secrets ; gawsten

43. zoned

don't tell me you love me, cause this isnt love.

staring down at the water running into the bathtub, zoned out to the point i didn't hear it overflow.

i didn't feel it pass my knees , and then my finger, up to my neck. and then i laid back. feeling the sweet feeling of nothingness wash over me.

but then i awoke, gasping for air desperately as if i had lost any in the first place.

a tear escaped, dont be so stupid awsten; there is no way out.

~awsten

a/n

this one doesn't necessarily go with the last chapter but its fineee also im doing a q/a thing for the characters so please take 2 seconds to comment down below .

geoff-

awsten-

megan-

awstens mother-

me (author)-

again please do that, i wanna do something special for hitting 2k & maybe 3k by then,, just remember im so thankful for you guys and although these numbers arent much to some, they mean everything to me. xx

~ryan