secrets ; gawsten

53. oceans

like a tsunami you crashed into me, like a wave of sadness you destroyed me.

i wanna feel again, more than the burning in my throat, from the alcohol and cigarettes.

i want to know what you feel and how you became whole without me.

i'm not whole without you.

you're no good, but you crash into me and i'm drawn in.

oceans of emotions came crashing through me as i gasped for air.

when will this end.

~ awsten