i don't fucking care anymore, i never thought i would get here. to the point where i wanted to smash things against my wall. i thought the pain would fade out sooner or later.
you affected me like i never thought you would. you tore my heart out of my chest. gave me everything; and then snatched it away. i want to fucking pull my hair out.
i lit up a cigarette, i couldn't tell if it was an addiction or a way to ease the pain and leave my troubles behind until the high wore off.
everything always came back to you, it's like you left an imprint on my fucking heart and i hate you for it, why would you do this.
what did i ever do?
~awsten
guys can you check out my other books please x
~ryan
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secrets ; gawsten
Poetrydeep down, we're all capable of unspeakable acts. highest ranking /// •58 in poetry
