"I'll miss you Luke" I said fighting back tears "me too Adds but hey ill probably screw up and come Bradford am I right or am I right" Luke joked at the moment he should be perfectly serious. "stay in school " I said nudging him in the side. "sorry that Amber couldn't be here she has exams remember" he said. I must admit it did hurt knowing only one of my friends had come to say goodbye but she had exams, there must more important than myself. "Luke you should be taking your exams" I said embracing him another time. "hell no " he tried doing a Texas accent but failing.
Mother was rushing me and it was seriously pissing me off. She could never give me 5 minuets to say goodbye to my friends just because she has no one apart from me. My father left my mother when I was young and ever since then its been a endless cycle of heartbreaks and leaving. She never learned her lesson in love. Mother often told me boys were only good for populating the world. Ever since Niall she would never allow me to see the opposite sex. Remembering having to leave Niall always brought a tear to my eyes. He was my first and only love I've ever had and I wouldn't change that for the world.
Flashback!!!!
"Niall promise we will always stay in contact" I said between sobs. My tears ruined his blue top that he loved so much. "of course love" he said fighting tears. "I love you Addie don't ever forget that" he kissed my cheek and my head gently. "your mums calling you so I guess this is were we say our goodbyes" he said looking at my annoying mother who is currently giving him the evilest look I've ever seen. My lips met his and it was the perfect way to say goodbye. Im only 15 and I've never felt such a deep desire and love towards another person. My hands found their way to his brunette hair. he often would say he would dye it blonde but I just didn't think he would. For starters his religious and strict parents wouldn't allow it they didn't even know about me. "Addie come one!" mum urged me one again causing me to roll my eyes for what's seems the 100th time today.
"don't forget your capable of everything and anything baby" he said pushing me lightly towards mother. So this is it, no more Niall, no more escaping this harsh world. Its just going to me and mother till I get a job and become a famous singer. "goodbye baby " he mouthed to me causing the tears to come flooding back. When the air plane door finally shut down with a bang I knew mum would say saying goodbye to Niall would be the best thing in the world. When really she doesn't want the shame of yet another move on her shoulders.
End of flashback!!
Since Niall I made rules that would avoid me getting to attached to anyone and to avoid getting hurt by cupids arrow. The first rule was to work hard and build a future for myself. I needed my future I couldn't stay in this endless cycle in fact I refuse to. The second rule was to avoid pointless drama from dumb blondes. Simple really it was easily avoided and lastly the rule that would always be a constant reminder that I would be alone was don't get involved with boys. Since Niall no boy has ever compared to him. "Bradford here we come" mum smiled next me. She was total oblivious to what she was doing to me.
All my life I've watched mum suffer heartbreak after heartbreak and as a result I had to say goodbye to my previous life to start a new one. When we finally arrived in Bradford I instantly missed the hot radiant sunshine on my tanned skin oh how im going to miss California. It was currently raining, heavier than I've ever seen before it was in some cases scary. Our house itself was normal. A two bedroom house with 1 bathroom. From outside it didn't look at all appealing but you shouldn't judge a book by its cover right? I sighed at ,my attempt to like the house.
"I want the big room mum" I called from the kitchen. "isn't that always the case Adds" she said calling me by my nickname. "I really think this time will be different you know" she smiled to her self causing my blood to boil. "isn't that always the case" I mocked her causing her to look down. I really hope school will welcome me with open arms but knowing me it wont.
Notes
im not the best writer but don't judge a book by the first chapter hahahah no.
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