Zayns pov
Ben was in my front room and so was Addie, if she ever found out what I've done she will hate me. I regretted getting involved with Ben. My mum warned me about him but I just threw it back in her face. For years I have lived in the massive house on my own and it was because of my stupid mistakes. I couldn't lose Addie, I needed her. She made me happy and actually brought a smile to my face. I knew Ben was loving every second he had. "so Zayn did you tell her or what" Ben asked sarcastically. Addie had a really confused look on that perfect face of hers. I ignored Ben and walked over to Addie. "go upstairs" I whispered to her in her ears. "no" she said. She now had a stern look on her face. She wanted to know my secret.
"we have loads to chat about, sit down Addie" Ben said , making himself at home and sitting down on the sofa. it made me sick that he was here once again. I promised myself if he ever returned I would kick him out straight away but im just so emotionally drained. I knew he would always return but now he is actually here I cant move. "get out of here now" I raised my voice at Ben. my actions scared Addie as she flinched a little. "no I have to talk to Addie" he now put a arm around Addie. She was scared. "guess what Adds , your boyfriend has done some pretty terrible things" Ben said smiling at me. "we all have done things we're not proud of" Addie spoke up.
it made me happy that Addie was defending me, although I really wasn't expecting it. I could tell her actions angered Ben. He was going to tell Addie my secret which I worked so hard to forget about. "listen princess your boyfriend used to beat people up love and for money" he said with humour in his voice. I closed my eyes. I couldn't look at Addie. she must of hated my guts so much right now. I opened my eyes for a split second and I saw a single tear roll down her face. that's it I've lost the only person that's ever cared about me. suddenly I felt a hand take mine.
"get out of here" Addie said with uanger filling her voice. both me and Ben was taken back with shock. how could she stand to be with someone who inflicted pain onto someone? I thought she was too innocent and pure to be any were near someone like me. I was wrong thankfully. "are you serious? wow that's just the tip of the iceberg, don't worry love the old Zayn will soon come out to play" Ben said walking towards the door.
Addie pov
Ben had left us and the room was now invaded by silence. I was still in shock about Zayn. I found out that he used to beat people up for money. He must of been in a gang or something. I could leave Zayn , I mean only a few hours ago he said he saw a future with me in it, I could leave him. Even though I should be scared of Zayn I wasn't. I knew he would never hurt me and that I could trust him with my life. I fell to the floor and shortly after so did Zayn.
I couldn't speak. I just couldn't find the words. "are--are you scared of me?" he said avoiding my gaze. I knew he was expecting yes but the truth is I could never be scared of him. He made me feel so loved and I craved that feeling. I moved over to Zayn and gently sat on his lap. It felt so natural to do this. "no" I said pulling his face to look at me. A smile crept up on his face. "im so sorry.. I didn't mean to disappoint you" he said as he buried his face into my neck. I felt him kissing my neck and he gave me butterflies. if it weren't for what just happened this would have been perfect.
I woke up by Zayns alarm once again. Zayn was on the edge of his bed and his head was in his hands. I felt so bad that my opinion of him meant so much to him. I hugged him from behind my legs either side of him. " I slapped Niall , did you see his cheek? it was pretty red" I said with humour in my voice. I was hoping to lighten his mood but I failed miserably. "please don't hate me" he said while gently pushing me to lay down on my back. "never" I said while smiling at him. He slowly crawled over to me until he was hovering over me. his lips crashed onto mine again and it was just perfect. I wrapped my arms around his neck. His hand either side of me.
the kiss was much needed as it drained all the sadness and pain out of the atmosphere. It felt so good to be with Zayn. "I want to take you out tonight, I owe you I suppose" he said while we get ready for school. wow he wants to take me on a date? wow and just like that I had butterflies in my stomach. "sure" I said while trying to hold back excitement. the car ride to school was perfect. Today was actually sunny and the radiant sun was shining through the windows. I missed California , my old friends , my old house and of course the weather. Although I was only there for a year I missed the simple life I had there. I couldn't regret coming to Bradford because that would mean I regretted meeting Zayn and I didn't.
"so who you bringing to prom Addie" Megan waved her hand in my face. I must have been daydreaming. "prom?" I asked. I had no idea they do proms over in England. I thought it was a American thing. "yeah prom silly , im going with Niall now he's finally asked" she said nudging his side. it was incredibly awkward between me and Niall because were he went so did Megan. they were like the perfect couple. "babe you should of asked me instead" he said jokingly. I didn't really pay attention to there conversation. my mind was focused on Zayn. he wasn't in maths. I had asked harry were he was but he just shrugged. I began to worry.
I walked out of school on my own to find Katherine waiting for me. God what does she want?. "what" I asked rather rudely. "don't be rude sis, I have to talk to you about dad" she said clutching onto her red handbag. I have to admit she was rather fashionable, I guess it helped not being insecure. "what about him" I asked bluntly, I had no effort when it came to dad. "well he has gone to rehab , just thought you should know, toddles" she said while smiling and walking away. why did dad go rehab? was he getting help for his addiction? what about mum? my mind was filled of unanswered questions.
I had no where to go. I had no clue if Zayn was at his house, it was now getting late , I guess it was worth the shot to try. "hey Addie right?" Liam called after me. why was he talking to me? "yeah..?" I questioned. "don't worry , have you seen Katherine she hasn't been returning my calls" he genuinely looked concern for her welfare, I didn't have a clue as to why but I guess he liked her. "I saw her at the end of school but she just walked a different way to me.. sorry" he was silent for a few seconds. "okay well when you see Zayn tell him we need to talk" he said while walking away. ..........I didn't know Zayn was friends with Liam? hell i didn't even know where Zayn was
Notes
Katherine's outfit
Addie's outfit
Zayns outfit.
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