Addie
did Zayn say lip biting turns him on? I tried no over reacting to his confession but it was hard as Zayn was only inches away from my face. "don't look so worried babe" he put his hand on my cheek and my insecurities was in over drive. "Addie why are you so nervous?" he asked genuinely know idea this is confession made me feel totally uncomfortable. "Zayn I cant .. Luke's s down stairs and frankly im not ready so if you think something's going to happen your wrong" I rushed the words that clawed their way out of my throat.
Zayn had a amuse look on his face which was not the reaction I was expecting. "when have I ever rushed you?" he asked causing me think. Zayn has never forced me to do anything apart from seeing my boy friends. "exactly Addie im willing to wait ok" he soothed.
Zayn pov
Addie was peacefully asleep next to me. She was in one of my t shirts that she has taken a liking to. All of this is just so foreign. I've never been jealous and I've certainly never allowed a girl to sleep in my clothing but something about Addie intrigues me. She brings out the worst and the best of me and I swear its going to kill me. Luke being downstairs makes my blood boil but Addie has numerously assured me he's just a friend but that's what Addie said about me. There's always something attached to Addie whether its Niall or her stupid mother . "Zayn" Addie mumbled next to me. "yeah babe" I asked quietly. "please hug me" she asked making a smile escape on my face. All night we were in a spoon position.
"Zayn can you get a outfit out of those bags please" Addie manically asked. She thinks all three of us would be late. Did she not realize that's I normally wake up at 8? but her constant shuffling and her mumbling my name kept me awake most of the night. I looked threw her bags and the were filled with long skinny jeans and long sleeved tops. Why does she always want to cover up? I found a pair of lacy knickers and a smirk played on my face. "maybe we should stay in after all" I said throwing the knickers at her causing her to gasp. "Zayn!" she yelled all flustered. "hey love birds" Luke said interrupting mine and Addie's playful fighting to my fucking dismay. He was the absolute opposite to Addie and yet she labelled him as her best friend? I guess I couldn't talk. I was tainted with a violent past and she was pure and so innocent.
Addie was only in her bra and knickers when Luke walked in. There was no way he was coming in. "get the fuck out" I spat "whoa man calm down just seeing if Addie here needs a ride to school" he smirked. If he was trying to piss me off it was working. "Zayn! calm down" Addie whispered to me from the bathroom. My eyes rolled and Luke went downstairs.
Addie pov
the car ride to school was thick with tension. Luke did everything in his power to annoy Zayn. He tried his hardest to control his anger, his knuckles were white on the steering wheel. "Luke will you please shut up about Zayns car" I said sarcastically "your right lets talk about you" he cheekily smiled. He wouldn't? from his smirk he must certainly would. "remember that time you fell in the bin or that time you threw milk on the teacher" he suppressed a laugh. Zayn chuckled at my expense and so did Luke. great they were bonding at my embarrassing stories. "great thanks Luke" I smiled at him threw the top mirror which he returned back.
"did you really fall into a bin" Zayn asked taking my hand and walking me to my locker. "well I got pushed by Luke's girlfriend" Zayn totally ignored me but his posture stiffens when he sees Katherine carrying something in her hand. "Here's your phone back Adds" she said completely emotionless towards me. No hatred no love just nothing. "oh and Zayn did you tell Addie about our little encounter" she smiled wickedly at Zayn, who's colour on his face has complete evaporated away. "what encounter?" I asked looking at Zayn for him to tell me. "I will always look out for myself, if your smart you will do the same " she said looking disgusted by Zayn before her heels made a headache making noise.
"what did you do Zayn" I asked timidly. He looked so guilty and lost. It took everything in me to hug his pain away but I just couldn't. I needed to know what he's done with Katherine. "when you were with Liam Katherine was with me and well I kissed her" his honesty cut threw me like a brutal knife. "oh" was I could say. "it was only once I swear to you" he was cut short by the bell ringing signalling it was time for class. "I have to go see you in maths" I gave him a weak smile which hurt Zayn.
a tear fell down my face. I couldn't do anything to Zayn. I kissed Liam and he kissed Katherine.. same thing right? the betray was filling my insides and all I wanted to do was confront Katherine. She was always there to ruin everything. My family reunion with father .. she was there. I lost Demi who was a dear friend of mine because of Katherine. Someone should just smack that annoying smug look she always had on her face when she witnessed me suffering. Megan was waving at me. I guess she wasn't mad at me anymore. "hey Megan im sorry okay" I begged "don't worry about it" she wrapped me into a much needed hug after the hour I've had. "oooo who's that salty goodness" she said looking at Luke.. "that's Luke he's my best friend" I giggled at her choice of words. "hello ladies" Luke greeted us causing Megan to grow shy. Didn't she not long have ago at me because of her BOYFRIEND Niall? "thanks for this morning dick ward" I smacked Luke's arms playfully.
"hey didn't you want me and your boyfriend to bond or not" he rubbed his arm as if I broke it.
"Luke this is Megan, Megan this is Luke" she coughed to signal 'introduce us' "nice to meet you Megan" he took her hand and kissed the back of it. Megan could not grow any redder than she is right now. "so I met your lovely Twin sister today she's quite pushy isn't she" he joked. "what did she do now?" I said tiredly. "she practically pounced on me" he over exaggerated. Megan and Luke was talking and I tried focusing on the lesson but my mind kept getting images of Katherine and Zayn. "you ok you've gone pale" Luke asked me causing tears to erupt in my eyes. "Luke please don't speak" although I loved my best friend he often said the wrong thing
Zayn pov
"oi Katherine" I yelled after her. I witness her practically pounce on Luke. Poor bastard. "what do you want " she spat. "cant you let Addie be happy for five minuets" I spat back. "she kissed Liam.. where's my Happiness Zayn I deserve happiness" she tried pouting like a little child but her result was looking absolutely ridiculous. "you ruin peoples happiness you do not deserve anything Katherine" I said walking away from her. everyone was in their lessons so the hall ways were practically abandoned. "you'll regret saying that Zayn" she yelled after me. She can fuck off. Katherine was a evil cunning bitch who only cares for herself.
Maths finally arrived and I practiced a speech to win My Addie back. God im so pathetic. This is what im talking about. Never in my 18 years of life wrote a speech for a girl.
Addie's mascara was running. She was obviously crying not long ago. Most likely getting confided by that Damn Luke boy who was in our fucking math class. "Addie baby please don't cry" I whispered in her ear causing goose bumps to rise. "im not angry Zayn im disappointed.. you should of seen that it was Katherine but you didn't" she whispered quietly causing Ashton to look over at me." She's a good actor and in my defence you were kissing Liam" I said pouring salt onto the wound.. " Zayn you have everything I have... my trust my morals my heart" she scoffed "you don't care do you?" she said looking at me directly in the eye. "of course I care Addie do you not understand my feelings for you at all?" I said raising my voice. The teacher can go fuck herself. Im not going to sit here and watch the girl I care about destroy herself because of me. She's better of without me. I stood up and casually walked out of maths class.
I had all these romantic words to say to my beautiful Addie but im just too stupidly stubborn. I've lost the best thing that could ever happen to me. "well. well look who it is" ben said looking down on me. He was accompanied by Louis. "fuck off " I spat. "come on man join us" he raised a vodka bottom to his lips. Maybe getting wasted was a good idea. Addie's voice told me to stop and walk away but what the hell I haven't listened to her before. She didn't need me in her perfect little world. Addie had Luke and Megan--. it sunk in she didn't have anyone. I was all she had and she depended on me.. silly silly girl
