"why didn't you call or text me Niall" I said, I didn't even care how I sounded, he promised me we would all ways stay in touch. " don't act like you care" why as he smiling " of course I cared Niall I - I liked you " I tried to sound confident but failing miserably " aw don't like Addie, I saw you last night" he was chuckling like he made a joke. " nothing happened last night" " sure Hun "who was this imposter. he came closer to me. closing the distance between us. " what do you want Niall" I sounded angrier then I intended. " you love , I missed you" I hated this new Niall
" what happened to you , you changed " tears filled my eyes. " news flash love, im not 15 anymore" he was practically throwing everything away. our past and our history. for a split second I lost control. I slapped him. I hate to admit it but it felt so good.. everyone in the room went 'ooo' at my recent actions. I stormed out before I could break down in front of everyone. my mum was right, niall was a jerk. my legs couldn't carry me anymore and I fell down. I let everything out. I always dreamed of my reunion with Niall, I never imagined it turned out like this.
I felt someone behind me. Zayn. " you wont be sad forever Addie" he's words soothed me, how did he know what to say. im so fed up with everything. Zayn has two personality's I swear. one time he is the cool hot jerk and the next he would be the most caring person ever. I remembered Demi and him at the party I wondered if he was in a relationship with her. " so you and demi huh" I blurted out. I could tell wasn't happy with my recent outburst
" it was just fun , like you and harry" he gave me a sarcastic smile. ouch that hurt. before I could say anything the bell rang. it as lunch time. I tried finding Megan but failed. I saw demi sitting alone again so I figured I should sit with her. " hey demi" is all I could say. " oh hey" we sat in silence. it was incredibly awkward. I desperately wanted to know if that kiss meant anything to her. " so you and Zayn huh?" I said in the nicest tone possible. " oh nothing is going on its just I saw Ashton dancing with a randomer, I guess I was hurt"
wow did she just confess her love for Ashton? I saw Louis stare at me throughout lunch, I began to feel extremely conscious. I also saw Sasha follow harry around like a lost puppy, urgh pathetic. " sorry to hear about Niall, I did tell you he's changed" thanks demi I had just forgotten about the frog. " sorry about Ashton" I gave her a sympathetic smile. " anyway do you want to come mine after school" demi asked. "sure" I had no intention in going I just didn't want to upset her.
lunch was over and it was time for maths. I was excited to see Zayn and Ashton. throughout maths both Ashton and Zayn tried to make conversation, I rejected all attempts. I just couldn't wait till this year was up, I actually couldn't wait for a new life. at the end of the day I went to my locker, hoping to avoid demi, I really don't feel like going to hers to ' chat'
I as walking home and it was raining, could this day get any worse? suddenly a car pulled up to me. it was Zayn once again. " get in, your drenched" is he seriously offering me a ride? " im fine walking " I was proud, I actually turned Zayn down. " I wasn't asking" he had a stern look on his face. he opened the car door for me to go in. I complied. " look, im sorry for teasing you about harry"" did Zayn, THE ZAYN apologise to me , Addie parker" I said making zayn chuckle. " yeah, but seriously we all make mistakes" he said.
I didn't know what to say, how did he know exactly what to say and I didn't? when we arrived at my house I knew mum wasn't in because her car was gone. " do you want to come in" on shoot, if he comes in , its just me and him, please say no. " I would love to love" oh no no no. I let him in and tried to leave distance between us. " so yeah I live here " I said breaking the crippling silence. I could never tell what he's thinking . he sat down on the sofa in the front room.
he looked so sad and lost. I took a leap and leaned down in front of him. I knew it was a brave move but I didn't care. " you wont be sad forever , Zayn" it felt good using his own words against him. he smiled at me I could tell I cheered him up. I literally think my heart skipped a beat.
hours past and all we did was talk. it felt good talking to Zayn , he made me feel better, and I made him better. hey no one said it was a Romeo and Juliet love story. mum still wasn't in. I checked all my social media sites and I noticed Megan put a picture up of her and niall. Niall was looking at her with loving eyes, like he would doing anything for her. I know this because he used to look at me like that. strangely I didn't care, It didn't bother me the slightest bit. maybe I was truly over him. my mind refused to think of anything apart from Zayn, It occurred to me, maybe he was thinking of me too.
ha yeah right Addie you idiot. I fell asleep thinking about Zayn. every time I think of him , his brown eyes , and his dreamy cheekbones I get butterflies, I cant think like this Addie stop it. its wrong!
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