Addie pov
The hall way was abandoned. The only people housed in there was me and Zayn. Zayn looked hurt that he hurt me. I knew Zayn would never physically hurt me. He Is not like that. I can trust Zayn I know I can. "Damn it Addie" Zayn said becoming more angry by the second. "will you just stop it.. look at you Zayn" I said regretting my words
"what? look at me? your the one kissing anyone who looks at you" he shouted
"your pathetic. I knew this was about Liam" I said crossing my arms. I will no apologise for something that I have already apologised for . "no Addie its not its about you.. your all I can fucking see and its starting to piss me off" he said yelling at me once again. "will you stop shouting at me.. and you know what if it bugs you that much get the fuck out of my face" I said wishing I could take my words back. Of course I don't want him to leave. Damn me and my anger. "you know what Addie I will" he said turning his back on me.
This seriously cant be happening. I needed Zayn. "Zayn come back" I said running after him. God im so pathetic. "Zayn im sorry." I said touching his upper arm to calm him down.. "Addie I have never felt this need to be perfect for someone and its .. its scaring me" he confessed. I released a breath I didn't know I was holding in. "Zayn there's no such this as perfect" I said hoping to make him forgive me. "do I- do I scare you?" he asked scared of an answer. "no" I said kissing his cheek.
Zayn pov
Addie is so god damn infuriating. If she wants me to leave then I will, truthfully I think I will be doing her a favour. She has a bright future ahead of her and I don't. Its my fault for hurting people for fucking money. Just like that the anger returns. God how I wish I could be someone else. Someone better for this innocent girl walking on egg shells in front off me. "do me a favour okay? do not see Louis again" I commanded. It was clear Addie wanted to protest but thought better off it.
Addie and I have now being talking at the back of the field for an hour now. It was just perfect. No interruptions just me and Addie. This is what I see when I look into the future. Just me and Addie and no Louis no Ashton just us. How can she not see their goal in life is to jeopardise our relationship. 'what relationship' my subconscious reminds me. "Addie .. will you do the honour of being my girlfriend?" I asked handing her a daisy from the ground. Her whole face lit up. It was a amazing sight. Before she could reply a annoying voice called her name. Great Megan. "oh hey Megan" she waved lightly knowing im not in the mood for her shit.
"so this is cosy" she sat right next to me. Her eyes were bloodshot and her foundation had a white line coming down from her eyes. Megan was crying. Niall probably cheated on her. Its what he does best. "what's wrong Megan" Addie said wrapping her into a hug. Addie's compassion will be the death of her. "Niall wouldn't shut up about you and your past" she sobbed into Addie's neck. Why the fuck was Niall reminiscing about his time with Addie. "Zayn" she warned obviously noticing my change off moods. "No Addie no! im sick off this" I shouted and standing up. "sick of what. I haven't done anything" she shouted back. Her shouting was so mouth watering. She looked perfect all the time but especially when she's shouting god! I came closer to her and accidently standing on the daisy I handed to her. Addie noticed to and looked hurt.
"if anyone should be sick it should be me.. I put up with your mood swings, your past, your secretiveness and for what? for you to shout at me I don't think so" she said revealing everything she has been thinking. "your paranoid all the god damn time and its suffocating me" she continued. "you cant be serious? do you have any idea how hard it was to watch your face when you found out about my past.. it fucking killed me Addie" I said threw gritted teeth. Megan had left us to our fighting thank god. I don't need a audience. She was still having ago at me but all I could look at were her lips. Her annoying lips , her perfect lips. Fuck! what has this girl done to me.
I pushed Addie back lightly till she was pinned on the fence. The tension evaporated into thin air. I knew Addie liked this closeness. In fact I knew she loved this closeness. " kiss me" I said brushing my lips against her air. Addie's breathing increased already goose bumps arise on her flawless body. I loved the way her body reacted to me. Its a huge turn on
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