Addie pov
I managed to block the images of me and Zayn out of my stupid head. The guilt I was feeling was taking over my senses. How could I do that to himself and Katherine. The thought of me and Katherine being sisters again was depended on me hurting Liam. God im so stupid its unreal. My legs took me to Ashton's house.. well more like mansion. I had no idea he was rich. I looked down at my outfit and just my luck! im dressed as Katherine. Ashton knows me well enough by now. He knows good old' innocent Addie wouldn't wear anything like this. A tear rolled down my face. Why was I feeling so guilty it was only a kiss. When I regrettably kissed Harry I felt disappointed in myself because of Niall but this time its pure guilt. I really wasn't used to this feeling.
"hey before you freak out its Addie" I said looking at Ashton confused face. He was obviously trying to figure me out. I mean everything before his eyes suggest its Katherine. "Ashton please its me " I said with a tear rolling down my face. My energy was seriously running out today. "Addie?" he said wrapping me into a hug. Looking back on it, Ashton has always been there for me. "I messed up bad" I said sobbing. To the untrained eye I looked pathetic but truthfully I wasn't. I mean for years I've been this girl who didn't kiss anyone and now im making a habit of it.
"do you want to come in" Ashton said rubbing my head slowly which strangely gave me comfort. Should I say yes. I don't want to over stay my welcome but Ashton is nice.. he wouldn't actually throw me out right? "yeah please" I said smiling lightly hopefully saying yes. "so what's a girl like you doing crying" he said with no humour what so ever in his voice.. he genuinely cared for me. "I did something incredibly stupid" I said putting my head in my hands. Before I could stop it another tear rolled down my disgusting face. "hey Don't cry.. if I cried every time I did something stupid the whole town would be flooded" he said trying to lighten the situation. I had to giggle at his attempt. "see that's the smile I want to see" He said poking my sides. A pang of guilt crept back in but not about Katherine or Zayn... Demi.
Demi was nothing but a good friend but I hurt her. I didn't try to make it up to her... I was so caught up with Zayn. She must really hate me. "have you spoke to Demi since.. you know" I didn't want to hurt him the memory. A smile crept on his face. Definitely not what I was expecting. "yeah she forgave me" he said with the biggest grin showing his dimples off. "its getting late do you want to sleep on the sofa" he said still smiling. I just nodded. Sleep is what I really needed. I needed to leave this dreadful night behind me. Just liked I had hoped for my eyes went asleep.
"Ashton have you got any clothes I could borrow" I said looking threw his wardrobe. He came from the bathroom in only a towel around his waist and he was dripping wet. "yeah there should be track suit bottoms in there" he said noticing my embarrassment for checking him out. I put on grey bottoms and a dark no sleeve top. Even in this outfit I felt more like Addie and not Katherine thanks the Lord. I mentally prepared myself. I needed to be ready to see Katherine and grovel and Zayn. God knows what Katherine said to him or even did.....
The familiar loud chatting invaded my ears. I walked to my locker alone. I didn't want to go alone but I didn't want to pester Ashton he already has done enough for me. I got my books out avoiding all the stares I was receiving because of my attire. From the corner of my eyes I saw Liam and Katherine arguing, rather loudly as well. I had to get out of this hall and so I did well until I bumped into a certain someone. Zayn. "Addie why are you wearing boy clothing?" he said sounding angry. He couldn't possibly think I slept with someone right? "its not what you think" I was interrupted by Zayn moving my hair away from my neck which revelled a purple and red mark which Liam caused. I could of died right there. The look on Zayns face was like I killed him. "Zayn I can explain" I was once again interrupted by Katherine screaming my name. "you little liar how could you kiss Liam" She said coming dangerously closer to me.
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