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Cameron Dallas

MAGCON:

you sit on your bed flicking through twitter on your phone when you come across a photo of you sucking some random guys face off. "omg what the hell who is that"

you grab your phone ringing Cameron but he doesn't answer so you leave your parents house early and drive to your shared apartment with Cam.

"Hey baby I'm ho- what's wrong" you run up to him but he pushes you away hard you stumble hitting the floor but pushing yourself back up and walking toward him again.

"I hope he was worth it" he spits at you.

"Cameron Dallas" you yell getting close to his face only for him to slap you.
"how dare you speak to me like I'm an animal like I'm I'm worthless!"
your crying now but he still pushes past you pacing the room.

"Well (y/n) since you decided to sleep with another boy then I can do whatever I want goodbye" he shouts at you

"cam I-i-i-i-I" you choke out but he's already walking out "but Cam I love you! Please don't leave me CAM! Please" your screaming now pleading with him "you need to listen to me" "cam"

he grabs his bags and storms out leaving you alone in the apartment tears sting your eyes but you let the fall scattering all down your cheek. why won't he let you explain? It's not even me why is he acting like this.

you step into the bathroom and lock the down and take a look in the mirror and one by one you remove your clothing until you only have your bra and you undies.

you point out every flaw. not skinny enough. no collar bones. No hip bones. thighs are to big. to many curves. arms are huge. freckles. plain eyes.

you step back and bend down in the cabinet and pick up the scissors and randomly start cutting your hair it's not even but you don't care your hair drops to the ground.

You return to the room and write letters to Cam, the boys (Magcon family and the others) also write one for your mother, father and your two siblings. you return to the bathroom and lock the door.

You can't deal with your boyfriend being mad at you your already struggling with depression and his the reason why you've always stayed alive but this time it's different you want to leave because you believe you doesn't want you anymore.

so this time you reach for the bleach and drink half then spread some pills maybe twenty in your hand and chug the rest of the bleach down and fill the bath with water and stand slowly cutting. You start to feel dizzy as you look down at your wrists. the bloods sprawling from your body, your thighs wrists stomach arms. The water turns red as the blood drops the pain hurts but you must escape you must do it you have no way out that what you kept chanting.

keep chanting your head die.die.die.die

then your vision goes black and blotchy and you hear the door slam open and all you see is cam screaming.

Goodbye cruel world your a bitch.

CAMERON'S POV

(Y/n) is gone forever I reach for her note she left addressed to me

Dear Cameron Dallas,

Cameron I am deeply sorry for the pain that I have inflected on your and I'm terribly sorry for what I'm about to do now. You were my first and last love and I'm incredibly the luckiest girl to have spent my life with you. Knowing that you thought I would cheat on something as amazing and as beautiful and talents as you is heart-wrenching. I do care for you Cameron Dallas I really do, I've taken down my passcode for my laptop and phone so go ahead and look through anything your welcome too.

I'm glad I could call you mine I know suicide doesn't remove the pain it just gives it too someone else but I couldn't have that burden anymore please understand.

I love you Cameron Alexander Dallas

forever and always (y/n) xxx

tears sting my eyes they walk her out I close my eyes and burry my face in my hands when Nash rubs my back "cam I'm here" I cry loud sobs choking as I try and speak.

"I-I-I- should have listen to her it wasn't her it wasn't her!" I'm yelling now screaming pulling at the roots of my hair "Cam!" his voice is stern he steers me to the bed and we sit down.

The boys crowd around the room and then Matt speaks up "Cam where here for you will never leave that's the thing with family we will always stick together.

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hope y'all enjoyed that I know I know it's sad but I wanted to try something different don't judge xxx

- B