cynical | soonhoon

11 || so lucky, it's so dope

jihoon arrived at english class with a frown which when you think about it wasn't really abnormal because jihoon did look like he was sporting an extremely bad mood everyday, all day. today was different though, because jihoon actually had a reason to be upset.

last week at the club led to nothing because soonyoung had spent so much time parading jihoon around, the club ended before he got the chance to interrogate soonyoung for his sheet music.

it was really important that jihoon got his composition back; he was really proud of this one and was even thinking about composing it into a song or something serious online.

without the sheet music jihoon barely had an idea as to how the melody of his song went and he didn't want to have to rewrite the whole song as well, that would take up so much time from his already busy schedule that consisted of eating, moping around, and sleeping.

jihoon was seated in the back of the english class yet again, next to the empty desk that soonyoung usually occupied. it was safe to say that the blonde student was late because the english teacher had already started up her lesson and was now calling on student to answer what was on the board.

"jahoon? answer this question please." the teacher pointed to jihoon who only sighed. she didn't realize she said his name wrong this time, and as she tried to figure out why the short student looked so sour, he spoke up."I don't want to."

jihoon talked back to the teacher, raising attention from the students seated around him. eventually everyone looked at jihoon, especially seungcheol who gave his best friend a concerned look.

seeing as how jihoon was typically timid and seemed to be embedded in an very terrible mood today made the defeated english teacher sigh and move onto another student.

"um.... jungbook?" the teacher pointed to jungkook who looked up with a scared look in his face. he hadn't expected for the teacher to call on him, that was shown when his cheeks started to warm up into a bright pink blush.

"uh teacher, it's jungkook!" taehyung yelled out loud and the teacher bowed down, apologizing. jungkook stuttered and shook his head no at the teacher though. he didn't want to answer the question either, mainly because he didn't want to have to speak out in front of the class.

"will anyone answer the question??" the teacher frowned at the blank-looking class that stared back at her. it was a difficult question and a few of the students who were confident in english seemed hesitant to answer because of how hard the question was.

and during the class' confusion, nobody noticed the blonde student slipping into the classroom and heading right for his deak next to jihoon.

jihoon ignored soonyoung, still bothered by the events of last week and not having gotten his sheet music back. soonyoung was clueless to this though and still ended up asking for jihoon's notes. "hey jihoon, what did I miss?"

jihoon stood his ground in ignoring soonyoung, which disappointed the blonde student. instead of pestering jihoon further for the notes though, he turned to another student and asked her for the notes.

the angry student couldn't help but feel a bit upset at how easily soonyoung had given up, but this feeling was regretted instantly when the bell had rung and soonyoung started annoying jihoon.

"hey are you really mad at me? I was just trying to be friendly to you and plus I was going to give the music back but I forgot it at home." soonyoung rambled lightly and finished out with a sheepish smile followed by a chuckle. "me? mad at you for taking something that you had no business in taking? no way!"

"I can sense the sarcasm there jihoon, so you are angry huh?" jihoon turned around as he left the english room with soonyoung right behind him. seungcheol was still in the english room anyways so jihoon didnt get too far before he turned.

"I am angry at you, so can you fuck off now? just leave me alone, I don't want to have to talk to you ever again!" with that jihoon bitterly stormed off to his locker to gather his things so he could leave the dreadful school.

and soonyoung? he frowned at jihoon's outburst, unsure of what to make of it. then a slight tap on his shoulder caught soonyoung's attention and he faced seungcheol who gave him a sympathetic smile.

"better luck next time huh?" soonyoung nodded in agreement to seungcheol's words. he would just have to try talking to jihoon again!

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heavily edited on 08/13/20