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Jack POV
I look over at Daniel and see he is laying on the patio couch sleeping.
I take my towel and dry off to go sit with him.
I kiss his forhead and he smiles and opens his beautiful eyes.
"Hey handsome" i say quietly, and he giggles.
We cuddle together and watch the boys swim.
Then something happens we never thought would.
Zach jumps on Jonah like I do Danny and he does me.
We look in Jonah's eyes and see nothing but love for the younger boy.
"Well if i wanted this to get heated i would go in the hot tub" Corbyn says.
Zach whimpers realizing Corbyn saw him and got off of jonah, got out of the pool and went inside.
"Zach, I was just kidding bud. You know we support you" Corbyn says as he starts to feel bad. Zach just walks inside and Jonah walks after him.
Jonah POV
Zach walks inside and starts running to get to our room.
I softly knock.
"Zach, let me in" I say quietly and smile when he opens it.
His face is covered in tears and I hug him.
"Why are you crying?" I ask.
"Because now the boys know" he says.
"Its okay. They'll always support us" I say.
"O-okay" he says as he whimpers.
He jumps back in my arms and I carry him out.
We sit next to Janiel, what we call jack and daniel, and Zach hides his face in the crook of my neck. 
I stroke his hair as he soon falls asleep.
Daniel was in the same position as Zach, on Jack.
Danny wasn't asleep.
I am rubbing Zach's back as he whimpers slightly in his sleep.
He has pretty bad dreams quite often. I've always been the one with him when he did.
"So are you guys a thing?" Corbyn asks as he sits with us.
"Yea" I say quietly so I don't wake my little prince.
We sit talking for hours until we all decide to go to bed.
I carry Zach up and lay him on my bed and get in underwear to sleep and climb under my blanket. He is immediately attatched to me as I fall asleep.
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I wake up and look at the clock.
10:00 am.
Zach is still peacefully asleep and I know that Logan is coming over to shoot for the vlog.
I kiss Zach's nose repeatedly until I feel him scrunch it up and giggle.
"Stoppit im blushing" he says, making me do it more.
He soon ends up in a full fit of giggles and straddles my lap.
He leans down and kisses me, I hold the back of his neck to deepen the kiss.
We hear a camera go off and zach jumps off to see Daniel and Jack with their phones out.
Zach is now burying his face in my chest and my shirt begins to get wet and i notice he is crying.
I signal for janiel to leave and they mouth an apology before leaving. I then comfort Zach and pepper him with kisses.
Daniel POV
Idk what's going on with Zach. He has been getting upset over small things lately.
I heard that Jonah had scheduled an appointment with a doctor.
Hopefully for this.
Jonah POV
Zach has a doctor appomtment before Logan gets here. I haven't told him yet.
"Zachy, we have to talk about something" i say quietly.
"What?" He says.
"I made an appointment for you. Because you have been quite upset" i tell him.
"I'm fine Jonah" he says.
I can tell he isn't.
"Baby" i start. He doesn't let me
"No. I am" he says. He then storms out.
"Zach, will you just listen" i say as I run out shirtless
He is in a ball on the couch crying.
He won't let Corbyn near him or even Janiel.
I practically run to him and pick him up.
"What's wrong with me?" He asks as i set him on my bed.
"Absolutely nothing. You are perfect. But there is something going on." I say.
He finally agrees and I give him my hoodie.
(Timeskip to dr)
I am in the room with Zach, because he begged for me to stay.
"Do you ever have thoughts of self harm or suicide?" The nurse asks.
Zach looks down at his feet that were hanging off the bed.
"Ya" he says quietly.
"Have you ever harmed yourself intentionally, or attempted suicide?" She asks.
"Yes" he replies quieter.
Though I wanted to know when and how, all I did was squeeze his hand.
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We arrive home and Zach was prescribed anti depressants, and I was told to keep an eye on him because suicidal thoughts seem to be evident to the doctor.
Zach plugs our band instagram in Logan's vlog.
I pull Zach to the couch and he buries his face in the crook of my neck.
I giggle at the adorableness.
"Wait, you're together too?" Logan asks.
"Yeah, Logang, ZONAH is real!!!" Zach shouts, making me giggle.
Logan eventually turns off the vlog.
We all sit on the couch and watch films.
I hold Zach in my lap. Jack holds Danny on his lap.
Zach is slightly shivering in my arms, and wrap a blanket around the two of us.
He curls closer to me, if that was even possible, and I hold him closer than ever.
Corbyn is with Christina in his room.
Logan sits with Brendan on the couch.
I hear soft snores and realize it got pretty late, everyone is asleep except for me.
I kiss Zach's forehead and close my heavy eyes, and fall asleep

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