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I wake up and kiss Daniel's forehead before I carefully slip from his arms and quietly scope out the room for blades. I find three and take them downstairs to flush.
Logan was up and playing on his phone as he leans against the counter.
"Hey" I say as I walk into the kitchen from the bathroom.
"Hey..." he says lowly.
He must have just woken up because he had hella morning voice.
"How's Brendan..?" I ask cautiously.
"Not good. He had a nightmare. So when he wakes up, we will probably immediately leave. He is always really depressed days after he has a nightmare." Logan says.
"What does he have nightmares of?" I ask.
"Me leaving him" logan says.
"Valid. I mean Danny has those too" I say quietly as I sit on the stool to the kitchen counter.
It wasn't long before Brendan comes and wraps his arms around Logan.
Logan turns around and kisses the brunette's forehead.
"You guys are adorkable" I joke as I get up to refill my cup of coffee and get Daniel a cup of tea.
Logan hands Brendan a cup of coffee and Brendan only peels his face from Logan's shoulder to take small sips.
I leave the room when Logan signals me to.
I walk slowly up to the bedroom and walk in, smiling when I see Daniel on his phone.
"Here babe" I say as I hand him the cup.
He smiles and takes it.
"How'd you know I wanted it?"
"Gut feeling." I say, making him giggle and roll his eyes.
"I'm serious" he says.
"You don't seem serious. You seem giggly, and its hot" I say, winking at him.
"Oh am I?" He questions and I smile a toothy grin.
"Yes you are" I say as I connect our lips.
He doesn't kiss back.
"What is it?" I ask, knowing something was wrong.
"I-I-I..." he struggles to find the words.
"You relapsed? I know" i say quietly.
"Wh- how?" He asks in a high pitch voice.
"Well, Logan and I talked about Brendan, and how I helped you. When I came to bed I had a really bad feeling in my gut, so I checked" I say sadly.
He holds his arms close to himself.
"Daniel, you know that I would give you my life, if that's what it takes to make you smile. I would die for you in a hearbeat. I just need you to understand how much you truly mean to me" I say as I take his hands and give them a kiss.
"O-okay" he says quietly.
"Now I won't ask you to promise you will stop. But promise me that if you can feel the need to do it, you go to me, Corbyn, Jonah, Zach, or anyone" I ask as I stroke his hair.
He looks down, I lift his chin up.
"I-i p-promise" he whispers.
I pull him really close to me, like he could just fall away any second.
He curls into me as if he was a toddler.
We finally agree to leave the room when we hear yelling.
We run downstairs to see Brendan is hitting Logan on the chest.
"Why are you fucking texting her!!? Am I not enough!!?" Brendan yells mid hit.
I look at Daniel who seems the most confused.
We look around seeing the other boys are gone, probably for coffee.
I jump in and pull Brendan back.
"Brendan, I don't talk to her anymore. She is still a contact in my phone because you have always known I suck at remembering to delete them. I am with you. And only with you. Okay?" Logan says quietly as he grips Brendan's shoulders.
Brendan tries to take deep breaths. He eventually succeeds, and Logan nods a thanks to us as Brendan leans into him.
"How'd you know what to do?" Daniel asks when we go out back.
"Experience with you" I say as I look at him.
"Wow I really am quite a hassle, huh?" He says as he chuckles a little.
"Nope. You are someone i would do anything for. Good or bad" I say as I lay down with my head in his lap.

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