Dear Erin, 11.11.34
I found that Layla has been self harming, I don't know what to do anymore. Christina ran away with Luke, the fucking dick. Layla is hurting, and this is making me hurt. My baby girl is hurting herself. I promised that I would keep her from danger. How do I keep her from herself? She knows that I know, she just.. doesn't seem to care. I show her every day how much she means to me. I love her to bits. I want the best for her, but she isn't helping. I'm not as young as I once was, I'm thirty-nine in a few days actually.
This is a fragile world. My daughter being part of it. The therapist isn't doing jack shit to help her. I'm even considering to place her in the mental institute, until she gets better. I really don't know what to do anymore. Erin, what would you do? She says 'I don't know what it feels like to be drowning, while everyone else is breathing.' But I do know what it feels like. I felt it for nearly three years, that was till her mother came around. She won't even let me explain anymore.
She has also been rebelling against myself and the law. She has been sneaking out at night to meet up with boys. Tis month she has been brought home twice at three am, for vandalizing and breaking&entering.
I just want her to stop hurting, I want to take it all away and put it on myself. She doesn't deserve any of this.
I'm stuck Erin.
Love always,
Michael Clifford
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