A Collection of Randomness

To Everyone

To the girl who used to call herself my best friend:

I'm angry at you.

I despise you.

But I can't tell you that. 

You have left scars in my mind in places I've never let anyone but you see. 

You have broken me. 

To the boy who thinks everything is fine:

Fuck you. 

I hate you so much more than you could imagine. 

Not only have you hurt me immensely, but you've hurt my friends.

That is unforgivable.

The worst part?

You think everything is fine.

You think nothing is wrong at all.

You the worst person I've ever met.

Stay away from me.

To the girl who's been with me since the beginning:

I love you so much.

We haven't talked in a bit, but you're one of my best friends. 

We're thousands of miles apart, but I love you.

I'm so glad you're happy, and if that boy hurts you...

It won't be pretty.

Thank you for sticking with me. 

To this town:

I despise this place.

Nothing here is good. 

Everything and everyone is two faced and I can't stand it anymore. 

You've exhausted me to the point where I am about to shatter into a million pieces. 

To my best friends:

I love you all so much.

Thank you for sticking by me through everything. 

You've helped pick up some pieces of myself I thought I'd lost long ago. 

Sometimes it's easier to talk to you guys on here than in real life. 

But either way, I love you all.

To my parents:

I love you mom and dad.

Thank you for putting up with your angsty daughter for fourteen years. 

Please don't give up on me. 

To my siblings:

Fuck you sister for pretending that you cared.

For the longest time, I believed you. 

Then I realized the only thing you cared about was being the favorite child. 

Thanks so much for making me feel welcome in your family.

Brother, you've gotten better in the past year. 

Thanks to your girlfriend, she's helping  a lot. 

I like her. 

Don't fuck up this relationship please. 

To the old me:

You were pathetic. 

Just following whomever payed you any heed like a lost puppy.

But I'm grateful to you.

If it weren't for you making those mistakes, I wouldn't be who I am now. 

So thanks, but please stay in the past.

To everyone:

Of course I don't know all of you.

But I'm sure you're great. 

Stay safe and alive.

Never give you your dreams just because someone doesn't believe in you.