Never want to let you go a Calum Hood fan fiction

Chapiter 01

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So today me , Calum and his band mates : Ashton , Luke and Michael went to the cinema . I was so excited because going out with the lads makes so happy and I always have so much fun, I have a great relationship with all of them. While the rest of the boys went to get the tickets , I went  with Cal to get some food and drinks “ you look cute today “ said Calum while we were waiting in the line “oh shut up i'm not” I said a nervous laugh following my sentence as my eyes make contac with the floor“ yes you do, you never believe me when I tell you so ” he said pouting ,  “Ok ok fine I look good happy now ?” i responded as a big smile creeped on his face“Yes very" he paused then followed by "come give me a hug “I didn’t even have to time to answer he already pulled me into his arms . On our way back our hands full of food some girl accidently bumped into Calum and let her tickets fell she was wearing a white crop top with some high waisted shorts and converse “ oh I’m sorry” she said “ it’s fine, oh careful you just dropped your tickets hold on” he said while giving all the food in his hand and grabbing the girl’s tickets then handing them to her “that’s so nice of you thank you very much hum ?” “ Calum” “ Calum yes , so is that your girlfriend?” “oh no she’s just a friend” I started to feel very upset after he said that I mean he suddenly gave me all the food and left me standing there like an idiot while he was like flirting with her and now he got that  “just a fiend”  out of his moth like it was nothing important like “I” wasn’t important  I was fed up so I just left him with her.

“Lindsay, what are you doing with all of that let me help you” said Michael smirking and widening his eyes sort of surprised  “thanks mikey “ “ where’s Cal?” he asked  “ I don’t know I left him flirting with some random chick he just bumped into before he has dumped all the food on me “ I said obviously pissed “ love hurts huh Lindsay ?” I  literally  froze i didn't know what to say or how to react  I never told anyone that I had a crush on Calum how did he know that , I looked at him with my eyes wide open in shock “ oh please don’t look at me like that it’s as obvious as the sun that you are crushing on him but It’s a little bit upsetting that you didn’t tell us” “Michael I just –“ “nah it's fine don't worry about it " he rassured me " But you gotta make a step this time Lindsay you can't stay like that forever" i lowered ly hands as the silence was my only answer " hey what's wrong ?" " Michael .... i Can't " i finally said "  Why's that ?" " i don't wanna lose him if i tell him and he rejects me what would our friendship become ? and how is he going to see me after it ? and i don't know " " Relax you're talking like he's seriously going to reject you " " Well have you seen the girls he's been dating they have nothing in cummon with me Michael i'm not his type" " Bullshit , listen we're gonna find a way and you're gonna tell him and see how it goes no one deserves him better than you Linds I  know you're the one for him " his words made me feel so good I was glad that Cal’s mates  actually wanted me to go out with him so I smiled at him . After a while we all got grouped again including Calum fortunately with no girl around him, when we got inside I sat between Michael and Ashton, Calum kept staring confused because when we watch scary movies I ALWAYS sit next to him and hold his hand during the whole movie but this time I didn’t care I wanted to be bitchy.

 After a while of watching the movie it got scarier so I told Michael to hold my hand during the rest of it , I was so focused on the movie I didn’t pay attention to Calum till the end of the it“ Lindsay you can let go now it’s over “ said Michael while smiling at me . All the boys were laughing at how scared I was while watching the movie but Calum who didn’t seem to be very happy he was cold “ are you okay Cal?” I finally ask him “ yeah I’m fine why ?” “ I don’t know you seem.... upset” “me upset ? don’t be stupid I’m perfectly fine” “well okay” I said, i didn't want to try and understand what’s going through his mind he’s probably upset because the girl he met didn’t want to give him his number even though   I know that Cal’s not that kind of jerk that collets girls numbers all the time .

On our way back home I had a great laugh with the rest of the boys then everyone went their own way and I went with Cal . It was very awkward but suddenly he said “So what’s up with you and Michael?” I didn’t know what to say so just let out a nervous laugh and said “ Why ? are you jealous ? hahaha”he marked a pause before saying “Well yeah obviously you’re my best friend not his I missed you during the movie I used to always hold your hand while watching scary movies” yeah of course it was too good to be true Calum jealous ? silly me “ Well at least he helped me when you dumped all the food on me to flirt with that other girl” “I’m sorry linds I didn’t mean to I was just trying to help you know me “  of course this was Calum’s most important quality helping others he’s always here to help anyone I don’t know if I should consider it as quality anymore but at this point it definitely was not one “ well to help some stranger you dumped your best friend “ “I’m sorry I didn’t realize that” he quickly pulled me into a hug but I didn’t hug back but while into his arms I said “ Calum ?” “yes?” “ is it what I’m for you just a friend” I mark a pause before continuing “ I mean I should be more than a simple friend I’m a super friend haha” I said trying to make it as funny as possible but I was definitely  far away from laughing and he still didn’t want to put an end to that hug “ Of course you are the best from the  friends I ever had to be honest I don’t know what I would do without you “ I suddenly had a rush for crying I couldn’t handle it but let tears come out that’s when I hugged him really tight , It's just all what i talked about with Michael was  true i was a friend nothing more. “ are you crying aww don’t cry I’m here linds I’ll always be” I could have continued crying all night but I had to stop so I whipped my tears and fake a smile .We both continue our walk to  our houses “ good night linds” “ good night Cal” of course while going home I rushed to my pillow and digged my head in it as always and cried a lot , it was pretty hard for me to deal with the situation , then i fell asleep  .Next day I woke up it felt like I  had a really bad hangover I was very thirsty , tired and my eyes were burning I remember that Cal told me he and the rest of the boys had rehearsals today since they were preparing a very important charity gig . I honestly wasn’t very excited considering I look like a mess sure Cal has seen me in worst but damn!

So I wore a black simple short dress with a jean jacket and black low converse, I tied up my hair into a messy bun and of course glasses! Then I hit the road the boy’s rehearsals place …