Never want to let you go a Calum Hood fan fiction

Chapiter 04 : Part 02

Chapiter 04 : part 02 :

I picked up a towel to dry myself carefully not erasing the number then I wrote it in my phone and saved it. Calum didn’t even look at me, when I finished writing the number he just got up and left. I sat next to Ashton” Hey” “Hey Linds so did you have fun?” “yeah it was great what about you guys?” “Well we all enjoyed as much as we could but Calum though…” “Yeah what’s wrong with him he sounds pissed” “Oh yes he is , I think it’s because he’s jealous “ he says as he smirks , I rolled up my eyes and said “ oh come on Ash don’t be silly “ “ oh no YOU don’t be silly what would make him this pissed if it wasn’t jealousy?” “Well…I don’t know …. You guys were with him when I left so you tell me !” “okay well I can tell you he is freaking jealous Lindsay” “How do you know did he tell you ?” “Like does this needs words to say it ? Listen I know Cal he doesn’t like to admit stuff like that but his actions speak louder than he ever will so don’t be surprised if you find him kicking somebody’s ass haha” we both laughed as I playfully pushed him , “ okay I’m gonna talk to him” I said as I got up from where I was sitting “” Good luck “ said Ash as he winked at me and made a big thumbs up In the air , I look back at him and smile then cross my fingers showing a nervous expression on my face .

Calum had his hands in his pockets and his eyes facing the ground as he kept walking , I ran over to him , grabbed him from his shoulder and made him turn to face me “ Calum wait !!” , he kept looking at the sky , or the people around him , everything got his attention except for me “ Are you upset of me Cal ?” , he turned again without saying anything and started to walk away  “ Wait” I said as I run after him again , I even made it in front of him this  time“ Stop Calum please ! talk to me , what did I do that makes you this pissed of me, please don’t ignore me “ Finally his eyes landed on mine “ Listen Linds I’m really not in the mood to talk so just leave me” he said as he walked away again “ oh no I’m not gonna let you go “ I said while running to him and wrapping my arms and legs around his body “ Stop it Linds we’re gonna fa-“ he didn’t even got time to finish that sentence , we were already crashing on the sand , somehow he ended up falling on the top of me , we kept looking very deeply in each other’s eyes , feeling our skin on each others , I could even feel his heart  beating really fast as we both turn into tomatoes it was all very romantic till that  one dramatic moment when I realized that the top of my bikini got opened and slipped a little “ oh my god” “I’m sorry Linds I didn’t mean to I told you not- “ he said as he was trying to get up but I instantly stop him “ DON’T Cal please “ Calum looked at me kina confused and it all felt like he was leaning towards me “ the top of my bikini is open” he suddenly stopped “jesus!!” “ Listen Cal I need you to stay like that ok it kinda slipped I just need to fix it and you’ll help me close it alright ?” “yeah sure” “ okay so now I’m gonna need you to lift yourself a little but don’t you dare look down “ “can’t promise anything…” “Calum!!” “fine fine don’t worry I wasn’t gonna look anyway “ Calum then slowly lifted himself and closed his eyes , I did what I had to do “ okay now can you please get up and help me close it ?” “sure” he said as he slowly closed to top of my bikini “Thanks Cal” I said while smiling “ yeah no problem” he said as he turned around “ No hold on Cal please , tell me what’s wrong ?” he marked a pause before saying “ I ….. I just can’t tell you “he turned to face me “ Are you gonna be hanging out with that friend of yours ?” “Umm probably he’s staying here for a week plus he gave me his number so yeah” “  I saw you both swimming , so now you like to swim with him and not us” “ what Calum no I had no choice he lifted me and-“  Calum raised one eyebrow “ okay well you know what don’t even tell me what happened , you’re free to do whatever you want after all now just leave me” he said as he turned around one more time and walked away “ what the heck Cal ?! CAL!! “ , no I didn’t even try to chase him now I was upset and sick of him acting like this with me , I went back to our spot , Ashton was lying there “ Oh you’re back …….. and you don’t seem very happy what happened ??“ I told him all what happened “ HA I KNEW IT HE IS SO FRAKING JEALOUS OH MY “ “Listen Ash at the moment I’m trying to fix things with him I want my best friend back” Ash wrapped his arm around my shoulder “ don’t worry he’ll be back he just needs time but really Linds great job keep on making him jealous he’s gonna confess to you in no time” “ Ash I really appreciate all your “positive thinking” and stuff but it’s not my fault if he’s pissed now I mean I didn’t do anything on purpose he can’t be this mad at me ….what am I gonna do now ?” “Nothing you said it it’s not like you’re doing anything on purpose just stay as you are and we’ll see what happens” “ yeah I guess you’re right thanks Ash” I say as I hug him “ aww my pleasure Linds” . A While after that it was time to go back home , All the boys were there except for Calum  we all separated to look for him , On my way I found Peter again “ oh hey Linds what’s up ?” “nothing just looking for my friend Calum have you seen him?” “ Calum is the one that kept ignoring me right ? “ “yeah …. Sorry about that he’s not usually like that” “yeah I have the feeling that he doesn’t really like me…. Anyways let’s go find him” we spent a lot of time looking for him but nothing , I was so worried where could he be ? and alone “ it’s fine Linds don’t be nervous” “Last time I talked to him we didn’t really have a nice chat, I’m really worried Peter” “Don’t be we’ll find him” a little while after that, fortunately we found him sitting on the sand looking at the waves “ CALUM “ I shouted he turned around then got up and walked toward us obviously still very pissed “ We’ve been looking for you oh my gosh I was so worried Calum” He ignored me and kept looking at Peter “Okay so I really don’t feel that Mister Calum right here is glad of my presence “said Peter “ oh you’re so damn right” replied Cal ,  I was seriously sick of it Calum was being a total douche bag to him “What is wrong with you Calum , you kept ignoring me the whole time and now you’re being mean to Peter for no reason “ “Oh so now you’re defending him?” “Well yeah he it’s not like he’s being rude to you or anything I’m sorry Cal but there are limits” “you know what just fu****g take him an leave alright “ “Hey man chill out “ “you better stay away from that “ “Or what ? don’t think that just because I’m being nice with don’t mean I don’t want to slap you for being such a jerk“ “Oh you’re so f****g dead” said Calum before he knocked Peter down and the both started  fighting with each other “ Guys please stop it no GUYS !!!!!” I’ve never seen Calum this pissed I mean to the point where he would fight with anyone, I took a deep breath and collected all my energy then pushed Calum away and stood right in between them “ what the f***k is wrong with you both ?! STOP THIS NOW !” “Lindsay you better step away” “No Calum stop it I don’t know what can make you this pissed and what made you act like you did today but now it’s over okay , you kicked each other’s butts enough “  The two of them seemed to calm down a little “ Good , honestly thanks guys for this , I was already having a shit time and when I finally got out of the damn house and started to enjoy no it has to end up bad “ I said while holding my tears back “ ok Calum let’s go , bye Peter see ya soon “ “yeah bye take care ouch” “ are you sure you can make it home on your own ?” “yeah don’t worry my aunt doesn’t live away from here and my friends are probably waiting for me now “ “well okay drive safe and thanks for your help” I said as I hugged him “yeah no problem” he said as he hugged me back .

I turned around to see Calum trying to take off the sand from his hair , he stopped as I helped him take it off from his clothes “ Lindsay I just -“ “ you don’t have to say anything Cal , honestly I’m tired and I definitely do not want to talk about it “. We both remained silent till we got to the other lads that were surprised to see Calum in such a state because of the fight “What the hell Calum –“ “shut up Michael please no comment” , while riding back home i  put my head on the window and slowly closed my eyes , when I opened them my head was resting on Cal’ shoulder we both got out of the car and said goodbye to the other lads , there was such a heavy silence between us  even thought I felt like Calum was trying to talk to me without making it too awkward but he didn’t end up doing it , instead he grabbed my arm and pulled into a hug “ I’m sorry Linds “ I sighed and didn’t say anything , as he let me go I sorta half smiled at him and head toward my house after having one hell of a long day.