Never want to let you go a Calum Hood fan fiction

Chapiter 12

Chapiter 12 : 

" Lindsay ... I have to something to tell you "  Said Calum his face showing a deep thought. I started to worry about what he had to tell me my heart began to beat faster as i nervously let out " What's wrong ?" Calum lowered his head took a deep breath " Damn it's not easy to say that " he said nervously touching the glass in front of him , " It's okay Cal just relax it can't be that bad " i said trying to help him out with whatever he was about to say , even though i felt like my heart was gonna explode .Calum lifted his head, he looked at me directly in my eyes ,i could have sworn his were somewhat watery " Lindsay ..." he sighed " I-I wanna break up " i suddenly freezed and it seemed like everything around me did too i whisper an " oh" as his words kept echoing in my head , Maybe i didn't hear him well ? or maybe it's just a misunderstanding? , but he soon followed by "I'am so sorry Linds you are a great girl but i don't wanna be with you anymore" i could litterally feel my heart shatter to million pieces , tears quickly gathered in my eyes thretening to fall but i managaed to keep them in , i didn't want him to see me fall apart not now , i tried my hardest to let anything come out of my mouth but miserably failed i kept staring at him with eyes that clearly said i was broken i took a deep breath then get up of my seat walked a few steps further of the table with my back facing him  , i could feel Calum get up too " i'm so sorry" , i couldn't help it but let the tears come down i felt some sort of sadness but also anger , i turned around to face him " Why ?" i said " Why did you do this ? and why today ?" i continued " I-" Calum barely spoke up before i caught him off " Couldn't you at least choose ANY other day than our anniversary" i half shouted " It's our anniversary Cal " i shouted angrily before he aprroched me , as his hands reachted for my arms i pushed him away " Answer Mister Hood  WHY ?" i said , Calum shook his head then bit his lower lip " I- found someone else ..."  I stard e at him in shock then went back  to my seat , i took a sip of whatever was in the glass as my hand reatched for the necklase he got me " I'm so sorry Lindsay " he said approching me  as i push him away again i got up from my seat then took off the necklase before throwing on the table , i stared at Calum confidently then said " I hope you're happy with her" "Lindsay i -" " save it !" i said before storming out angrily. 

I walked away not looking back , i took a taxi to the hotel , once there i packed up my stuff then went to airport , i  booked the first flight home even tough it was 6 hours later i sat there alone on a bench waiting for time to pass by , i didn't cry or anything i kept everything inside , after a couple of hours i texted Ines everything that happened she called me but i didn't even want to answer or speak she texted back momentes later " WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT ??????!!!!!!!!!! No way  , i must be sleeping or something Lindsay please tell me this is all fake and you're both still happily together :S " " Ines you're not helping at all :( " " OH MY GOD HOLLY CRAP THIS IS REAL HOLLY OH MY GOSH :'((( Linds when are you coming back ?"  " I'll be back by tomorrow morning "  " I'll be waiting for you stay strong <3 xx love you" "see ya xx love u too" . After those few exchanged texts , i sat on there waiting for time to pass by people coming and going , there was even this couple that sat right in front of me that kept hugging and kissing reminding me of what i used to share with Calum  i litteraly changed my seat . And it all started to hit me slowly , i had those quick flashbacks of " us " the hugs , the kisses , the cuddling , the laughs , whatever i did it kept haunting me as if it was my shadow I . Could . Not . Take . It . Off. My . Mind , but i kept everything inside . After what it seemed like forever my feet finally hit the soil of Australia , When i came out Ines and Zack were waiting for me , they both  didn't say anything they just approched me sad looks on their faces but still managed to draw a half smile , i smiled back then couldn't help it but tear up as we all gather into a group hug " You'll be fine " Whispered Zack " we are here for you" followed Ines . Instead of taking me home , we went to my favourite place when i'm sad : the beach . We just sat there enjoying the sound of the waves Ines and Zack both know that when i'am not okay i'm not really into chatting so i wasn't forced to say anything tears streamed down my face silently as i had those damn memories coming back stronger and longer each time all the promises , those deep conversations we had everything comes hitting me like a wrecking ball .

After a few moments i whiped my tears then we all got up and decided to go back home my mum opened the door surprised that i was back home earlier then i was but quickly , after getting my bags in i went to the kitchen and took a seat near the kitchen table , mum quickly joined and sat in front of me as my dad rested his elbow on the fridge and stood there , after the usual How was it there ? and did you have fun ? " Sweetie are you okay ?" asked Mum " No mum i'm not " i answered " is it related to Calum ? you haven't spoken about him since you came " my heart broke as i heard his name " Yes " i whispered " What did he do to you ?" Asked my dad " Nothing dad he just broke up with me " " aww my little baby " replied mum as she got up from her seat and hugged me " Pfff I knew he was a jerk" said my dad as he rolled up his eyes and crossed his arms "Why did he break up with you anyway ?" he followed ,My mum finally let go of me as she started to prepare a cup a tea , one tear escaped my eyes then another , i sat there silently then finally spoke up " He ...He likes someone else "  "Sweetheart what do you mean ?" i sighed then said " He's been in a relationship with someone else , guess i wasn't good enough for him so he found a better girl " " He was Cheating on you ??!!" my dad half shouted " I can not belive it this kid is never approching you again i can garantee you Lindsay This is actually a good news now you're rid of him "  said my dad almost reliefed that this happens "Don't worry dad it's not like he's got anything else to tell me plus with his career growing bigger he will soon forget about this whole story" mum gave me a cup of tea then slowly fixed my hair smiling at me " it's gonna be okay Lindsay don't worry you're gonna keep living your life after all " " not so sure about that" i sort of whisper as i finally get up from seat , the tea in my hand then make my way to my room ...