Liquor {Yoongi}

The everlasting questions

I was about to freeze my ass off, I had been standing in the cold for a long and cold ten minutes. the yelling finally stopped when Madeleine stormed out of Suga's house. I stood completaly still hoping she wouln't notice me, but she definitely noticed me, when she passed me she stopped and truned me.

"He will never choose a poor bitch like you!" she yelled with her finger pointing at me. I huffed and half laughed at her comment. she is just a sad woman who needs to bring others down to feel like she is worth anything. She walked with harsh stepped towards her car and threw the car door open and sat down in the car seat.

"I'm sorry about her" Suga suddenly said behind me, he seemed so chill in all situations. I do understand why Madeleine may be angry at times, Suga doesn't seem to be boterd by anything. The sound of Madeleine's car driving away was heard in the background of our quiet conversation.

"It's fine, I will just make my way home now" I said quietly looking down at my feet.

"don't be stupid. After all of this I can drive you home" he said sounding happy again.

"are you sure? you drove me here, I can take the bus-s" I started.

"Candice don't be stupid" he laughed at me.

"I'll go and get the car, just wait here" he said touching my shoulder assuring me it wasn't a problem. Really I just needed time to think, he was sending me such mixed signals I didn't know what to do. He had girlfriend, it did seem they didn't like each other but there must be something since he's still with her. one minute he's happy but then he seems sad or angry. he makes me nervous but also happy in a way, I wish we could just get to know each other so I could just understand him as a person. My heart started to beet faster when his red mustang appeared. He stopped right at the gate and I quickly walked towards the car. I opned the car door and sat down in the black leather seat.

"Who's turn was it?" he asked smiling at me, but I couldn't smile at him. In a sense I feel like I don't know him even though he had just spendt hours talking, he has so many diffrent sides to him that change in a blink of an eye.

"I don't know" I said quietly. I really just needed to gather my thoughts and try to understand him.

"You're not upset over what Madeleine said right?" He asked. I could see he was looking at me worried but I didn't turn to look at him.

"No it's fine." I said trying to end the conversation.

"Can I ask you something?" He asked. My heart started to beet faster and I looked up at him and nodded.

"Can I ask about your family?" He said in a quiet voice knowing it probably wasn't something I liked talking about.

"I guess so" I answered not really feeling like talking about it, but it may open the door to him talking about his life as well.

"Why don't you live with your family?"
He asked turning to me to see my reaction. I looked down at my lap breathing trough my nose to stop myself from crying.

"I was kicked out" I answered in a shaky voice. He placed his lips in a firm line and nodded.

"So you work for me to earn money to?" He asked wanting me to continue the question with an answer.

"I'm saving up for university" I answered quietly. A "hm" sound came from Suga as we both fell quiet for the rest of the ride. This was the second time he had asked me, I guess he's just a curious guy. I leaned my head agains the window watching the lights from the door light up the dark Friday night. Just as my eyes couldn't be kept open anymore we arrived at my apartment building. Suga unbuckled his seat belt.

"What are you doing?" I asked furrowing my brows at him.

"I'm going to walk you up to your apartment" he answered.

"You really don't have to. I'm already ashamed of where I live and you don't have to see it up close." I said truthfully, he would probably feel bad for me if he saw my apartment or start thinking like Madeleine.

"Candice, I don't care if you live in a huge house on top of a hill or in a apartment that isn't in the top class part of town." He said looking at me assuring me, and I actually believed his words.

"Can I walk you up to your apartment now?" He asked half laughing at me.

"Sure" I laughed back. I unbuckled my seat belt as well then opening the door and stepping out of the car.

"I'm sorry you had to spend your Friday night with me and get yelled at by Madeleine" he laughed while we walked up to the door of the building.

"It's Fine, I enjoyed it a lot until yelling part came" I laughed back as I opened the door to the building.

"Maybe we can get out the house next time" he said playfully, but my head started to spin the moment the words left us mouth. Is he talking about a date? As we reached the forth floor I stopped by my door and put the key in.

"Thanks for the drive to your house, the pizza and the drive home" I said smiling at him, I opened the door to my apartment and the door stood slightly opened.

"No problem Candice" he said smiling at me. We both let out a laugh but laughs quickly turned into silence and for me panic. Suga stepped closer to me and took the pice of hair that had fallen in front of my face and tucked it behind my ear. His hand moved to my chin as he lifted my head up, he leaned in and so did I. His breath against my lips as my lips was hungry for his. But I stopped, when Madeleine came into mind. I put my hands on his chest stopping him.

"Suga I can't neither can you" I said his face inches away from mine.

"You have a girlfriend Suga, she will be very hurt if you do this. I know you don't want to do that to her" I spoke in a soft voice as I stepped inside of my apartment, I let out a sigh closing the door Suga still standing on the other side. If he only knew how much I wanted to kiss him as well.