Fallen

49: A Cause

I ran and ran to get back to my dorm even if the snow tried to slow me down. If she found out that I was gone for the past few minutes, I would've been dead,

No

Everyone would've been dead.

I opened the door and shut it and locked it, as if I was avoiding someone, but I was practically avoiding someone. I threw my body on the bed and closed my eyes as I rubbed my face, happy and nervous at the same time.

Why did I do this? Is should've just waited longer.

I knew that I should have waited longer, but I know that she'll trust me with this. Even if things go bad.

The door opened and I didn't bother to look who it was because only one person can get in my room despite the locked door.

"Let's go" she said and sat down on my bed. I opened my eyes and she looked perfect, but not the perfect I wanted in my life.

"Okay" I replied and got up. I put on a new sweater and coat, then we headed outside the dark and cold roads of the campus.

After a few minutes of walking, we've arrived at the place we'd go to every single day at this place behind a strip club. She calls this "paradise" which I don't really understand why but all I know is that it's bullshit.

She opened the door and I took a seat at the nearest chair there. It was dark, but it was warm, which felt nice.

When the door was finally locked, the perfect girl walked towards me and sat down on my lap, facing my cold face. "I love you so much." she said and slowly kissed me, gently, and her warm lips getting mine so soft.

She wrapped her arms around my neck, pulling us closer, and I held her by the waist, to keep her in place while she does what she wants. We broke off and my heart started to get badly hurt ans the lights went off.

The last thing I saw was her smiling at me.

My body immediately shut down and I felt it fall off the chair.

I heard a person sobbing. I woke up, a few hours later and through my vision, I saw a guy, tied up in a chair in the middle of the room. He tried to loosen the rope's grip, but he ended up scarring himself.

My stomach started to growl, and he heard it from afar. I slowly started to walk towards him, and I can see that he started to panic with every step I take, echoing the room.

This guy started to move around, making me annoyed so I held him down by the shoulders and I smelled the fresh blood from his body, after a good beating up for the final step.

"No no no... What the hell. Please, what's going on?" He asked fearfully but I didn't answer. I walked behind him and brushed his messy hair back, with this guy moving around, trying to get away from my hands, but of course, I held him down the chair, and made him sit back.

Slowly leaning my face towards his neck amd took a good look at his pulse. I wiped off the small trail of blood running down his ear with my finger and licked it.

Perfect

Without thinking twice, I sucked on his neck, causing him to scream and yell in pain. His blood flowing down his body, staining his clothes.

My hunger started to get worse everytime I gulped on him and I don't understand why. My blood started to rush and I untied him, then making him lie on the floor.

I lifted up his shirt and he really his a healthy guy. Probably a training football member but not official so he's not muh of an importance to anything else. I ripped his stomach, and more blood pumping out from his guts and I took out my handkerchief, then stuffed it in his mouth to keep him quiet.

Every little bite was worth the mess. After I finished my daily long feast, the lights turned on and the whole feast house was perfectly lighted up. But I was full to eat whatever there was left. Footsteps came closer behind me and this perfect girl handed me a clean towel to wipe me off. "Get changed honey" she said and handed me a new set of clothes and I immediately changed I front of her.

I never wanted to speak. It felt like I was bipolar or something. I kept quiet while I did whatever she wanted, not because I love her. I never did actually.

It's just to keep everything in place. I took a good look at this "paradise" and it indeed was, when I was hungry. The blood splattered all over the place, leftover guts and flesh piled up at one corner. It smelled good too.

But I would always forget what this place was for. I don't know why but I always would.

"Sophia, slow down" I called her while we were heading back to my dorm since she was walking faster than me. Sophia then leaned on my shoulder and held my hands when I caught up with her.

"I love you Tzuyu" she said with a tired smile.

I only had to put up a small laugh at her cuteness, since I never wanted to say that back. Once we headed back to my room, she made me drink a glass of water like she always would because she thinks it woud "help" digest faster and keep my digestive system running while I was asleep. I never believed it because there was another purpose.

She left the room and I closed my eyes.

Then felt a quick migraine when the light flashed before my eyes but it was closed. That's how I know that everything is reset again.

I always remember though. I always remember Sana no matter how many times they reset me in one day. Every single day.

I knew that Sana was gonna come back. Not because I saw the future coming but it was all meant to be. And I have to change the cause before it's too late.

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Tzuyu's POV in this chapter