Be Mine// JASON MCCANN Fanfic// Book 1//

chapter 11.

Warning: This book contains serious topics and language.  Don't feel pressured to read. 
Thank you all for everything.

Nova's pov

I'm pacing right now. Intensely pacing this room because of what I just discovered. Hannah is Jason's sister. She's a McCann. For years I knew a whole different story. She's a totally different person. She's a criminal. No, Nova, don't say that. But, it's kind of true. She was apart of the gang. Maybe not for long but it still counts.

She was a criminal.

Do I tell Jason? Or do I keep this to myself? No, I can't keep this to myself. Im going to drive myself mentally crazy. More than I already am. I don't understand why this keeps happening. Why is my life involved with so many criminals. Carter, Jason, Hannah...my life has been a lie.

I hear my door open and Grayson walks in. I still continue to pace ignoring the fact that he even walked in. "Nova, can we talk?" he said looking at me confused as to why I'm pacing.

"Do you know Hannah McCann?" I said straight up. As soon as I said her name his eyes widened. His face dropped to almost a sadness.

"How do you know her?" he said.

"I asked you first. Do you know Hannah McCann?" I said sternly this time.

"Yes, I do. How do you know about her?" he said. I start pacing again debating whether I should tell him right now. I can't even wrap my head around this. Why am I not freaking out more? I seem a little too calm right now. Almost like it wasnt even a shocker. I won't be surprised if everyone I know was apart of a gang or something.
She lied this whole time.

"She's my best friend...was my best friend" I said not looking at him.

"WHAT?" he yelled and I stopped and looked to him nervously.

"I know" I said pacing for the hundredth time.

"So you know her?" he said

"I lived with her before I was kidnapped!" I said. Grayson looks at me with a face of disbelief. He runs his hands through his hair then he begins pacing too.

"She's alive?" he said.

"Yes, she's very much alive" I said.

"of course...shit" he muttered to himself and I looked to him.

"of course what?" I said.

"I loved her. Hannah and I were together" he said and I almost lost my shit.

"WHAT?" I yelled this time.

"Yes, we were together and then she moved suddenly without any warning and I got no phone call or anything." he said.

"I think I might pass out" I said.

"maybe you should sit down" he said genuinely. I nod and sit down cause he's right. I need to sit my ass down before I pass out. This is all way too much information to take in. I feel like my brain is going to explode.

"You know her contact, don't you?" he said. I suddenly calm down and I start thinking. I do have contact with Hannah. If I somehow could get in contact with her she could save me. She's Jason's sister. She could get me out of here! Would it work though? I gotta think this through before I screw it all up.