The Fan (Fillie) //COMPLETED//

A Lot To Know

I've dreaded for this day.

Today is our second to last day here in New York City. I don't know what Finn's schedule is or the cast's but I fear it is far away from Los Angeles. I need to ask him what he's going to go and where he usually lives.

This was my first thought when I woke up. Beads of sweat was going down the side of my head from all the worry. I rub my eyes to get out the cursed eye boogers and fatigue. I look around the room to see my mom wasn't in the room. There was a little note on my desk.

Hey, hun! I needed to get some errands done. Please don't go out by yourself and bring Izzat as well. Love you! <3

-Love, Mom.

A smile creeps upon my face. I can hangout with the cast today. I get up and stretch thoroughly. I shower and get dressed. I always use a little make-up, just some mascara and lip gloss. But when I was doing my mascara, the bottle tipped and some of it trickled down the desk I was using to the edge. Before I could react, it spilled down on my white shirt.

"Fuck." I mumble to myself. I quickly get a napkin and clean the pool of mascara before any more can fall. I get up and practically run to the bathroom. In the full size mirror, I could see black blobs all over the center of my plain white shirt. To be honest, it looked pretty cool, like one of those ink blot tests therapists use. I decided to keep it, mostly because it looked cool and I couldn't get it off. I comb through my short hair with the cheap white hairbrush the hotel gives.

After I finally finish, I head to Izzat's room. The blood on the carpet from the previous night was gone, thankfully. I don't want more people to see.

I knock on Izzat's door. Silence. I knock again, a little louder this time, but there was still silence. "Izzat?" I call out his name but no response. Panic start to well up in me and I start to practically punch the door open. I could hear someone screaming but I realized it was me. Did he take his life? After all we did? And then, like a miracle, the door opened to greet me to him. He looked absolutely fine, a pair of headphones around his neck. I scream in joy and hug him tightly.

"Millie?" he sounded a little confused because I was sobbing on his shoulder whilst saying his name. Although he was probably confused, he hugged me back anyways and pats my back. I let go of him and anger welled up inside of me.

"Why didn't you answer the door?" I scream in his face.

"Millie, I was using headphones." he answered with a calm expression.

"I thought y-you were gone!" I start to punch his chest several times before he took my punching arms by the wrists and gently put them by my sides. He hunches down a little to look me in the eye.

"Millie, I'm sorry, okay? I'm fine. Just calm down and come in." I nod my head and I follow him inside his room. Once I sit down on his bed, he looks at my ink-splattered shirt.

"Cool shirt. I see a bird with a broken wing. Where did you get it?" I blush a little.

"Uh, this is not a new shirt. I spilled some mascara on my shirt earlier." He laughs super hard at that, rolling on the floor like it was the funniest thing ever. I start to join with him. I got to admit, it was pretty funny.

"Well, I like it. Glad you made a mistake." he says after he regains himself. I remember why I came to his room in the first.

"Oh, Izzat?" he looks up at me, "I just came here to say that my mom permits us to hangout with the cast." he nods his head.

"You better text them first to see if they're free." I nod my head back to him. I pull out my phone while he uses his laptop to watch some video.

Private Chat with Emmeggos, Schnapple, FinnieBoi, ChocoDaddy and PuddingLove.

Millsie: You guys free to hang out at 1 pm? At a coffee shop or the park?

Schnapple: Yeah, sure. I'm free.

FinnieBoi: ^^^

PuddingLove: Sorry, can't go. I have something to do today. I actually GTG now.

PuddingLove left the chat.

Emmegos: I can go, but I might be a little late.

ChocoDaddy: Same. ^^

Millsie: It's fine. I just want to spend more time with you guys.

FinnieBoi: Can't wait to see you, Millie.

Millsie: Me too. <3

FinnieBoi: <3

Schnapple: *gagging sounds*

ChocoDaddy: I threw up in my mouth.

Emmegos: ^^^

ChocoDaddy: Shut up, Emmy. We know that you want to be with Izzat too.

Emmeggos: NO I DON'T!

Schnapple: Emmy, we can literally see the hearts in your eyes.

Emmegos: Really? Well maybe...

FinnieBoi: Oooooh. Someone is falling.

Emmegos: Shut up! Don't tell him.

Millsie: We need to talk later Emmy. Alone.

Emmegos: Sure?

Millsie: Great! Everyone rendezvous at the front lobby of my hotel.

Chat Ended.

"Hey, Millie. I want to show you something." Izzat motions me to his computer. I get up and look at his computer screen. It was a music video by PUP, the same band that mad 'Sleep In The Heat'. It was called 'Reservoir'.

I've got to admit, it was a pretty good song. I had a taste for punk rock. The only thing I didn't like was the gore in it.

"How could you watch that? It's pretty scary to be honest." I say to him truthfully.

"Agreed. I can only stand hearing it but never watching it. It kinda makes me want to throw up." Izzat agrees with me.

"Then why did you show it to me?"

"Because I wanted you to suffer watching it with me." he smirks at me. I roll my eyes. He's right. I kind of have a habit of rolling my eyes but I can't help it.

We continued doing that, scrolling through some bands, any kind from rock to pop. From Pierce The Veil to Kendrick Lamar. I never knew that Izzat had a passion for all types of music.

I learned a lot about him in this week.