After I left Lucas' house I was planning to head straight to Yuri's, but what was I going to tell him?
Lost in my thoughts I pulled over as I neared the beach and got out of the car. I needed some air and I needed to think.
It was difficult to admit, but me and Lucas had started dating the day after I ended things with Yuri. Could I tell him that? Could I admit what a horrible person I am?
I feel my emotions swelling inside me because I know that after what I have put him through, I have absolutely no right to go and ask him to take me back.
I slumped down on the golden sand and looked out to the horizon trying to bring back the fond memories of the evening we had sat here, together, watching the sunset. Seeing the sparkle in his eye when he turned out to look at the brilliant sky, and how soft and beautiful they looked before they fluttered closed and he accepted my kiss.
The sky wasn't as beautiful tonight, it was dull and cloudy. I could see the outline of the bright orange orb as it touched the edge of the water, but it was nothing compared to the rainbow that had filled me with so much hope and joy. And that, in turn, was nothing compared to Yuri.
Because he was...he is my hope and my joy.
Although I don't admit it, it's him I fight for, its always been him.
When I see him my heart fills with love and my world is bright and colourful, without him all I can see is monochrome.
The dull sun finally disappears behind the water and I'm left sitting in the dark with my thoughts. That is until my stomach grumbles. I push myself up from my spot on the sand and walk along the seafront until I come to civilisation.
'Fish n' Chips' I guess that'll do...
I head into the chip shop and join the large queue. When I reach the front I order the standard cod and chips then smother the chips in salt and vinegar, although careful not to drench them because no one likes soggy chips. (this is a fact)
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I spend the rest of the night wandering around, the streets lit only by moonlight.
As I head down the abandoned roads back towards where I parked my car I finally decide that enough is enough. There is no point in stalling any longer, I need Yuri, and I at least need to try and salvage the remnants of our relationship. And maybe we can even rebuild what we once had.
He might not forgive me, but I won't know unless I try...
A.N. Sorry it's not all that long, I'll be getting to the juicy stuff next chapter ^-^
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