A Dare To Love

Lost, In So Many Ways

Hey!  Okay, so how is my little twist?  The story is still on Scarlett's Pov, but I will try and get to someone elses ASAP so that you know what everybidy is thinking!  Comment/ Vote/ Fan please!  Thanks, Loves!

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Scarlett's Pov (again!)

When I woke up Harry's arms werent wrapped around me.  I rubbed my eyes and reluctantly walked down to the kitchen.  Nobody was there but Rachel, she seemd to dissappear alot!

"Morning, Rach" I greeted her.

"hi" she replied.

"Rach, I need to talk to you" I said and sat on the couch.  She gave me a worried okay and came to sit next to me.  I didnt want to look her in the eye when I had to say it.  I looked down at my hands in my lap, something I do when I get nervous.

"okay, so.  Last night I had a nightmare.  Then I told the boys about it and to go back to bed, but I didnt want to be alone.  So I asked Harry to stay, and he did.  But when I was lying down and fell asleep in his arms, I think I am in love with him" I confessed to her.  I dont know her reaction, I couldnt force myself to look.

"I thought you were in love with Niall"

"I am, I am in love with both of them.  But that only brings me to a Fucking bigger problem"

"which is...?"

"when I have to hurt Niall to finish my damn dare.  There are afew things that could happen.  One, I could still fucking love him but he would never love me back.  Two, I would not love him anymore and love Harry.  But then Harry wouldnt be able to do that to Niall.  Or three I end up not loving either anymore"

"Scarlett, I-"

"and then Liam will fucking hate me for dating his two best friends and hurting them and then we will never tak again and I will have to move out of his flat, but I cant afford an apartment!!  Then I will be on the streets till he takes me back years later out of fucking pity, not love. Fucking pity!    Them he will throw me in a nursing home and I will die alone, without Liam, or anybody!" I cried, letting tears stain my cheeks.I let my head fall hard into a pillow.  Just then the boys came in the house, but I didnt move an inch.  I just continued to cry my eyes out.

"oh my god!  What happened?" Liam came up behind me and rubbed my back.  I completely ignored him and cried more.

"Rachel, what happened?" Harry asked Rachel.  I was really hoping that she wouldnt tell.  Luckily she didnt answer.

"Rachel, can you talk to me?" Liam asked and tried to pull the pillow from my face.  I complete;ylost it and swung my right hand, clawing his face.  Louis and Zayn helped him up, while he held his right hand on his cheek.  I got up and started to walk up stairs, but I could hear footsteps behind me. I turned around to see Louis following me.  I looked at him hard and backed him up against the wall.  I slid my pocket knife out.  And jabbed it into the nicely painted wall right next to Louis head, being sure to just barely miss.  I could see his trembling.

"dont follow me.  Next time, its in your fucking  head" I threatened and went to my room slamming the door hard behind me and locking it.  I completely collapsed in tears on my bed.  When I was angry I became a totally different person.  I felt bad about what I said to Lou, he was only trying to help me and I did that to him.  I heard a knock the door then a voice said "can you let me in?".  It was Harry.  I sigh and unlocked the door, then hastily wiped the tears from my face.  He cam in and shut the door behind him.

"Scarlett, can you please tell me whats wrong" he asked sitting on the bed.  I sat down next to him and lied "homesick".  He looked at me, he could see through my lies.

"uh, I wish I could tell you Harry, I wish I could!  I want to tell you so fucking bad!" I cried into his shirt.  He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me in close.

"you can tell me" he assured me.  I cred more to the sad fact that  I knew I honestly couldnt.  I looked up into his blue/green eyes.  The usual sparkle wasnt there an dI couldnt help feel it was my fault.  He loosened his gip and looked back down at me.  Then he leaned down and kissed me. Our lips molded together and moved smoothly with eachother.  His hand fixed a position on my waist and I played lightly with his curls.  It would have been a perfect moment if Niall didnt walk in right then.  But something kept me from pulling away, I didnt notice right then.  I heard him gasp then Harry and I pulled away and looked at him.  His face held so many emotions, sadness, anger, depression, dissappointment and more.  My jaw dropped and my eyes filled with tears, just as his did.

He turned on his heels and stormed out of the room.  I jumped off Harry's lap and ran to catch up to him.  I followed him out the front door.   God, I have really screwed up this time! 

"Niall" I said, but he only turned around once.  Then he started running and I chased him.  It would have been much easier ir there werent woods right where we where.  Niall ran in, weaving through the trees and my sight of him began to fade till I was just wandering around.  Great, now I'm lost in the woods!  Wouldnt this be a fun story.I had no sense of direction, and turning in circlesonly made things worse. 

"Help!  I screamed.  No answer.  I tried again "Niall, help!  Anybody, help me!".  I climbed a tree and curled up on the highest branch.  I cried , but tried not to be loud and attract animals. I am going to have a hard night.  I am alone, no food,, nothing.  And worst of all I have hurt all the ones I love, and then left them.  I am lost in so many ways.

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