A Dare To Love

I'm Torn

Niall's Pov

"Nialler!  Open the door, what happened!?" Zayn and Harry try and open the door.  But I refuse to let them in.  I dont need to see anyone right now.  I feel hurt, yet also angry aat myself.  Then again, she hurt me too.  I still remember my name on her arm.  It looked so painful, but she did it.  I aslo remember the crack in her voice and pain in her eyes when she turned and ran.  But she was honest, wasnt she?  I can still hear Harry and Zayn outside my door, but its no use talking to them.  They will only tell Liam, and he will be mad a tme and Scarlett.  Where is she now? I heard another door in the house slam shut, probably leaving to run off somewhere.   I want to follow her, to make things right between us.  But with all the banging at my doors and screams to come out, I just cant get myself. 

"Niall, we will give you food!" Louis yelled, now three of them were at my door.  Liam was probably talking to Rachel, or at least trying to.

"I'm not hungry!" I snapped at them.

"oh my god what!" I heard them whispering. 

"Niall!  You have to come out right now!  Scarlett is the hospital and we need to go see her!  And you are the only one that can tell us what happened!  So get your fucking Irish fat ass out of that room and get in the danm car!".  I have never heard Liam yell like that.  I wiped my face and opened my door.  I did bother look them in the eyes, I just stood there.

"Niall?" Zayn asked.  I looked at him for a moment then walked past them.  We all got in the car in silence.  I could already tell that the questions would start coming soon.  And wether I like it or not sometime they will be answered.  But just not today, I cant take any more of this.  My thoughts were interupted by my phone buzzing.  I took it out of my pocket

1 new message From: Harry

What happened?

To: Harry

I dont want to talk about it

From: Harry

we arent, were texting

To: Harry

wow.  I am laughing so hard on the inside

From: Harry

REally!

To: Harry

NO!  I was being sarcastic!  goodbye!

From: Harry

Oh, bye :(

GReat!  Nice fucking job Niall!  You made Harry upset!  I sighed and slid my phone back in my pocket.  When we got to the hospital The Wanted wa there.

"why are you here?" Liam asked them.

"well, Scrlett got in the car, and she was freaking out.  Then she started hyperventalating when we asked her why and now she is..." Jay didnt finish his sentence.

"in a coma" Nathan finished.  Liam's face fell.  Thats all it took to break him in pieces.  I felt horrible, knowing that I was part of the reason.

"did the doctor say she would be alright?" Louis stepped forward and hugged Liam.

"they dont know." Max said.  Then a doctor came behind them with a clip board.

"Um, Mr.Payne?" she asked.  All of us stepped forward.

"yes?" Liam mummbled.

"we need to talk.  Your sister is in a coma, but we dont know why.  We have done alot of tests but we can figure it out.  We will keep trying, but we dont know when or if she will wake up.  It could be a day, it could be a month.  But we just dont know" she told us.  Liam tell to the ground and barely caught himself with his arms. 

"you may come see her if you please" she added.  Liam nodded sorrowfuly and th nurse led us down a hallway to a room marked 25-F.  She opened the door and led us in.  Scarlett was on the hospital bed, eyes closed with tubes running in and out of her.  You could barely make ot her chest rising and falling with each breath the machine forced into her.  She looked very pale, almost as white as the sheet she laid on.  Liam walked next to her bed and held her hand.

"wait!  Her eyes just moved!" Louis pointed out.  The nurse walked over to the bed and looked cloosely.  then said "yes, thats means that she is sort of dreaming.  Or having a flash back."

"is that good?"

"weel, possibly.  She can see many of them per hour.  So she could be seeing something good or bad.  And what  she sees may affect if and when she wakes up.  I will leave you alone for now".  The nurse left the room and closed the door.  We all stood at the door, except for Liam, who was already bed side.  I wanted to stop the tears from reaching my eyes, but fail quickly.  Liam didnt cry, he only stood by her bed side, mumbling words and holding her hand.  I could feel myself start to fall, but Zayn's arms caught me and held me up.  I have no hope to live anymore.  I am as good dead as I am alive at this point.  The nurse came back in and asked us if we had any requests.

"is the on life support?" Liam asked.  The nurse nodded.  Liam stared at his sister for a good minute then said "take her off"

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Okay, so thoughts?  Please if you have any question!  They could be stupid or smart!  Comment or inbox them, for an interview!  Also what do you think of the chapter?  Is it any good?  I just have had alot of this on my mond the past days, and my father is about to go for a bussiness trip.  And t is the first time we will be away for so long, so I have been with hm alot.  But you wanted another chaper, so I did my best!  Please dont hate me or stop reading!  Thanks, Loves!Xxx