A Dare To Love

Ups And Downs

El's Pov

~~~~~~~~The Next Day~~~~~~~~

"get up, El!" Danishook me furiously.  I moaned and rolled to the othr side of my bed.

"El, you cant stay in bed all day!" Dani told me.

"says who?" I moaned.

"says me, and if you dont ge up now then I guess I will have to get Lou to wake you up..." she said.  I immediately jumped out of bed.

"look at that, I'm up!  No need for Lou to come!" I said.  Dani, Scar and Rach all rolled their eyes at me and returned to their tasks.

"El, get dressed we have things to do today" Scar told me.

"what are we doing today?" I asked, I dont remember us making any plans?

"stuff, now get dressed" Rachel instructed me.  Honestly I dont want to do anything.  I feel pathetic, angry, worthless, depressed and livid, all at once.  I'm a mess.

I sighed loudly and picked out some clothes.  I put on a black spagetti strap dress that has a thin red high-waist belt and ends a little before my knees.  I but on a new bra and panties then pulled on my dress.  I took out my black wedges and slipped them on. 

I walked to the bathroom and found my make up bag and took what I needed out.  I applied mascara, blush, foundation and eyeliner.  With my make up it is hard to tell I have been crying.

I walked out of the bathroom and looked at myself in the full mirror.  I didnt look sad, depressed, or like I had been crying.  I looked like I was happy, and well put together but nothing like I really was.  I sighed and brushed my hair.  I grabbed a small black purse and put my phone, brush and back-up make up in it.

"you ready?" Scar asked me.  I nodded silently and we all made our way to the elevators.  The boys were behind us, but I ignored them.  The last thing I want to do is see Louis.  Dani hit the down button and we waited, the boys came up next to us and I fixed my eyes on the ground.

Soon the doors opened and I felt something push me into the elevator.  I looked back at the girls.

"you know I love you El, but we cant stand to see you like this!  Have a nice trip!" Rachel said, before the boys pushed Lou in and the doors closed.

THEY DID NOT.  I didnt turn my gaze to Louis, I wouldnt let myself.  But suddenly the elevator music stopped and the lights turned off.

Okay, seriously this isnt funny.  They know I'm claustraphobic!  I cant be in small places for so long, I get all..... wonky!  I started looking around for a way out, but couldnt find anything. 

Soon enough my legs gave out and I fell.

"are you okay?" Louis asked, but I didnt answer him.  I curled up in the corner and started freaking out.

"hey, hey look at me!" Louis said, I could tell he was kneeling in front of me and his hands were on my shoulders.

"El, look at me!" he said and put his hand under my chin forcing me to look at him.  I started hyperventalating.

"WHAT!?" I screamed at him.

"look, there is an air vent, we can get out of here!" he said and pointed at the ceilingf of the elevator.  I looked, there was an air vent.

"okay, okay" I said.  He helped me stand up, which I didnt like but I had no choice!  If I didnt let him help me lord know what would happen!  Since he was talled he reached up on his tippy toes and unscrewed the cover.