rebound :: yoonseok [slow updates]

rest in peace

the passing of SHINee's Jonghyun
i'm breaking down and i can't feel anything other than sad right now. it hurts and i don't know who else to talk to. i'm not going to whine or rant, i just needed to vent. it's been bothering me and i just felt the need to say it out loud. this day is a day that will always be engraved into my heart. i don't know what to do anymore. it seems unreal. he was someone so strong and admirable, he would always smile through the pain so that his members, family, and shawols wouldn't worry about him. he had been fighting depression for so long and i hate that it had to come to this. it doesn't seem real, i don't want it to be real. i can't smile nor laugh genuinely knowing that he is no longer here with us. i admire how strong he was, he fought his hardest against depression. although he has passed away, he is no longer suffering, he is no longer in pain and that is the most that i ask from him.
to me, SHINee will remain a five member group,
no matter what happens.
12•18•17
i have always loved you and will continue doing so, no matter what.