That's all I ask for.... I'm tired of pain, mentally, emotionally, and physically, I'm tired of having to do shit that isn't worth it in the end.... I'm tired of people... I'm tired of school.... I'm just tired of life... the best times I have are when I am sleeping... the reason I'm still here is because I don't want my family to be upset.... my mom would be so upset..... she already lost two children..... She can't handle loosing me too.... I'm pretty sure my boyfriend would become depressed.... so would my friends.... I don't want anyone to suffer because of something I did.... I'd rather suffer than see anyone else suffer..... I... I'm so fucking close to cutting I can't take it.....
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Anyways.... thanks for listening to my vent.... I guess..... I don't even know why you're here anyways....
