Randomness of the Queen: Zweiter Teil

The Realistic Week

I know a week consists of:
>Sunday
>Monday
>Tuesday
>Wednesday
>Thursday
>Friday
Saturday

However mine are usually:
>Sunday
>Monday
>Monday #2
>Monday #3
>Monday #4
>Monday #5 {sometimes for the whole day and sometimes for the first half of the day/Friday for the second half of the day}
>Saturday {and on occasion  Monday #6 if it's a shitty day}

Ofc any single day is made sooo much better when I get mom-daughter time with my baby girl cause her smile, hugs, and "I love you mom" words is enough to turn around any fucking bad mood, sad mood, mad mood, anxiety-ridden mood, etc that I happen to be in 💗💝💖

Like she makes me all "Fuck you assholes and bitches, fuck you bad situations, fuck you anxiety, fuck it all" cause she makes me a fucking warrior!!! 🙌🙌🙌

No doubt the single best thing I have ever done in my life is become a mom and it doesn't matter how young I was, what mistakes I've made, etc. My goal is giving her a great life, making sure she's better than I am, and making her deliriously happy...that should be the goal of any parent imo tbfh even tho I know it's not (that pisses me off but that's another story for another day).

And I so totally got off track of this post 😂 That's my ADD kicking in cause I haven't finished my coffee yet and I took two caffeine pills 😂

The point was this...it's definitely Monday #2 so far. Was suppose to be work at 6am but it's now 6:18am. I woke up late cause I just could not this morn. Then I may have only been like 5 min late but the damn car battery was dead...thank god this rental has a battery charger thingy that jumps the battery by itself. And yes I'm still in a rental cause the guy that hit me in Aug and totaled my truck...his ins company is being a dick about paying me. At least my ins company is paying for the rental.

But I do have to say the company I work for is fantastic! The other employees, the management team, their policies...like they work with you around schedules for shit that happens in life outside of work. Plus, I've worked every single fucking day since my last day off on Nov 25 and don't have my next day off til Christmas day...and I always work over my shifts. Like if I'm only scheduled for four hrs I never work less than six hrs. If I'm scheduled for a seven or eight hr shift I usually work nine or ten. I'll work any day, any hrs. They know I ain't scared to work! But I love my job so that's a plus!And I text the floor lead and told her what was going on with the car and she was like "don't rush, be safe, and get here when you can"...she's hella cool.

And now I'm done with my first cup of coffee, have the second cup made, car battery is charged, it's 6:26am, and I'm off to work. I get off at noon (suppose to be 10am) so maybe just maybe I'll have an actual Tuesday for once...we'll see...especially since yesterday was all sorts of fucked up shit that was one of the worst days I've had in quite a few mos.

Peace out, my luvs, and remember...be true to yourself always! 💚💙💛❤