Song: Last First Kiss
Artist: One Direction+++
Life isn't easy, we all know that. But it's absolutely horrible when you're in love with your best friend. And it's even worse if that friend is called Louis Tomlinson. Well, that's my life.
"Yasmin?" His sweet voice says. "Are you okay? You look.. distracted." He's cute when he's worried all the time. It makes me feel special because he isn't like that to a lot of people. I wish more people could see the sweet teddybear he is, instead of the popstar. "Hey!"
"Hmm.." I mumble. "Yeah yeah, I'm fine. Thanks for asking." I wish could just tell him how I feel about him. How I really feel about him. But I have already accepted that's not possible. "We" are never going to happen.
Louis doesn't look convinced. "Yasmin," Here it comes again. He's said this a lot the last year and I feel guilty I can't tell him but secretly I enjoy him being so sweet. "I've asked you if everything is okay the last time, and I'll keep asking it until you say what's wrong. And if you don't say it now, I'll keep asking it as long as it takes."
On moments like this, I want to tell him everything. But he's dating someone else and he doesn't see me like that. We're just friends and that's what we'll always be. "Then you'll have to ask it again." I succesfully try to fake a smile. "There's really nothing, Louis. You know I'd tell you if something's wrong."
He sighs. "I wish I could believe you. I just want to help you but.. I feel like you don't want me to help you."
Suddenly a random girl interrups our conversation. "Are you Louis Tomlinson?" she asks. Louis nods his head. "Can I have a picture with you?" She seems like a nice girl. I want her to leave. Every time another girl is around him, I get jealouis. It's unhealthy.
"Of course you can, honey." He takes her phone and takes a selfie. Then he gives her a hug.
"Hey, are you two dating? I thought you were dating Eleanor." The girl questions and I start to blush. I wish, I truly wish. I feel Louis' eyes watching me and I see him smile.
He turns his head back to the girl. "No, we aren't dating. We are just friends. I'm still dating Eleanor."
"Oh okay. I was just wondering." The girl walks away and leaves me with Louis again.
"Did you hear that? We dating? That's crazy, right?" Do you really want an answer on that?
I choose the easy way. "Yeah, that's totally crazy." I try to sound confident but damn, it hurts more than I want it to.
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Just friends (L.T.) [FINISHED]
Fanfiction+ Louis and Yasmin have been friends since kindergarten. In middle school, they went to other schools but they stayed in contact. They even stayed friends through the whole 1D-thing.