Just friends (L.T.) [FINISHED]

20 - Are you okay?

I wake up drunk. Trying to get over what had happened a few days ago, I drank all night, every night. I think I've tried every kind of alcohol, maybe even drugs. When I look at my, I see, after almost getting blinded by the amount of light, it's already 2pm. I went home at 6 am so I've been sleeping, or something like that, for 8 hours. I should get of my bed. Nah, I don't feel like doing that. Another thing I notice is the fact that I got tons of message from 5 different people.

The first I open are from my mom:
Mom: 'Honey, are  you okay? You didn't come to see me..' 9.31pm yesterday
Mom: 'Yasmin? Please answer me!' 9.36pm yesterday
Mom: 'Yasmin?? I'm worried!! What's going on??!' 11.09 pm yesterday

The next ones are from Liam:
Liam: 'Are you on your way?' 9.20 am
Liam: 'Where are you?' 9.50 am
Liam: 'You should've been here an hour ago. Is everything all right??' 10.13 am

Then Anna:
Anna: 'When did you get home yesterday?' 7.23 am
Anna: 'You just got home this morning, didn't you?' 8.03 am

Next in line is Niall:
Niall: 'Pls don't do this..' 3.47 am
Niall: 'I care too much about you..' 3.49 am
Niall: 'It's been like this for a few days.. stop pls..' 3.54 am
Niall: 'I'm begging you: let me, us, help you..♥' 3.58 am

And last but not least: Jason:
Jason: 'I thought we'd stay in touch.. What happened?' 8.23 pm yesterday
Jason: 'The boys told me what happened, are you okay?' 1.53 am
Jason: 'Please answer me; I'm really worried! ♥' 2.03 am

I feel like I should answer at least one of them but I feel so weak, I don't have any energy to do so. I hoped I'd feel enough pain to forget about Louis but I can't and deep inside I hoped I'd receive some worried messages from him as well but he sent me nothing and that hurts a lot. Did he give up on me already? Did he forget about me so fast? Maybe it's for the best that we don't see each other anymore but that doesn't make it hurt any less. I thought our friendship of 20 years meant something to him, but it seems like it didn't. Am I really that worthless? Why can he move on so easily? What can't I move on so easily? Maybe I should find something to move on for my own.

'Hey, Jason. I'm fine, thank you for worrying. ☺' 2.11pm

Jason: 'Thank God you're okay. Of course I was worried, that's normal if you care about someone! Do you mind if  I come over?' 2.14pm

'I look miserable so I don't recommand coming over but if you really want to, you can.' 2.16 pm

Jason: 'I'm sure it's not that bad! And yes, I really want to come!' 2.17 pm

'Then I'll see you in 10 minutes, I guess.' 2.18 pm

Jason: 'Absolutely! I'm on my way!' 2.20 pm

I don't know if this is smart idea but at this point; it doesn't really matter. What can possibly go wrong?

In my pajamas I go downstairs to open the door. When he enters the house, Jason looks at me and frowns his eyebrow. "You don't look as bad as you said you did." He smiles. "You actually like pretty cute with your hair like that."

"Well, thank you, I guess." I still feel miserable but I have to admit that made feel a little happy. I even blush a little bit. "Anyways, you wanted to come over. Is there something you wanted to say or is it just because you want to comfort me?"

"Um.. I don't really know why I am here.. I guess I just wanted to be around you.."