Just friends (L.T.) [FINISHED]

14 - It's freezing outside

Do I look good? I look at myself in the mirror. I'm wearing a purple dress with white shoes I bought last minute. Heels aren't something for me normally but I'm trying to look good. You don't go to a wedding everyday. You read that right: today's Louis wedding. He's marrying Eleanor today. Did I tell him how I feel? Of course.. not. I know I should've told him but I just couldn't, he looks so happy; I can't ruin that. I'm repeating myself, I'm aware of that, but it's the truth.
On the other side: what if Harry's right? What if Louis loves me? What if he's marrying Eleanor because he thinks he can't get me? This is so confusing. Maybe I shouldn't go to the wedding? It would just hurt me, watching how they tell everyone how much they love each other, once again. I get a text.

Harry: 'Hey, are you ready?'

'Yeah, why?'

Harry: 'Because I'm here to pick you up. Let me in, it's freezing outside.'

'Oh yeah sorry ^^;'

I run downstairs and let him in to give him a hug.

"Are you ready?" he checks on me. As he sees my tears rolling down, he puts his hand on my cheek and wipes a tear from the side of my face (Yeah it's an Ed Sheeran reference). "It will all be okay. I promise."

"It's cute that you try to encourage me but that's not gonna work. This is fate. This is what I deserve."

He shakes his head. "You know how I think about it.."

"Yes yes, I know.. Anyways, we're gonna go. We don't wanna be to late." Actually I don't even want to go but that'd be really suspicious.

At the church

"Are you ready?" This time it's me asking it, to Louis.

"I'm totally ready. I've waited for this day for so long. I can't believe I'm finally marrying the girl of my dreams." He's almost crying from happiness. Why can't I be the girl of his dreams? Why can't I be the one he wants to marry so badly? Stupid feelings. "Are you okay?"

At this point I'm not focusing on what he's saying anymore. "Hmm what?"

He rolls his eyes. "I asked if you're okay because don't seem okay."

"Sure. Everything is totally fine. Don't worry. Just go get the girl of your dreams." I'm pretty sure I just felt something like a spear going through my heart.

"No, you're not okay. I can see it in your eyes." He takes my hand. "I know you. This is how you look when you are not okay. It's been like this for months and I wannna know what's wrong but it's seems like you don't want me to know or something. I thought we were friends, I thought we could share anything and everything with each other. Or am I wrong?" A voice calls his name and he turns around. "It's time." He lets go of my hand and goes to the aisle.

I go to my chair and take a seat, watching the ceremony begin.

"Today we are here together to celebrate the commitment of Louis William Tomlinson.." He turns his head to head to Louis. ".. and Eleanor Calder. Before we start: Is anyone against this marriage? Speak now or remain silent forever." The priest is looking in the audience. Nobody says anything, everyone is just watching a man and his bride getting married for the rest of their days.