Just friends (L.T.) [FINISHED]

15 - So you never loved me?

"Okay then we-"

I don't know if you call it stupid or brave what I'm gonna do. "Wait!" Immediately all eyes are on me, I can feel it. "I have something to say." I just ruined a marriage, didn't I? But it's to late to sit down so I'm gonna finish this. If I ruin something, I go all the way (This is me tbh). "Louis," I look at him, he looks at me. "I love you. I've always loved you. I'm aware of the fact that the timing is horrible but I have no choice. I can't take this." I need some water. "I.. I'm sorry." I'm on the point of a break down so I do something what's extremely dumb: I just run away.

I run and run on the Streets with those uncomfortable ugly heels on my feet. I keep running until I fall. Can I be even more miserable? What is wrong with me? Am I totally crazy? What did I just do? He hates me now.

"Let me help you." Two strong hands lift me up, so I could see the face that belongs to the voice I think I recognized.

"What are you doing here?"

"Well hello Yasmin. Yeah, I'm fine. I missed you too."

"I'm sorry.. I'm not really.. You know.. I'm not okay.."

"I see. You look terrible." I frown my eyebrow. "I mean.. you look stunning in that dress but.." He blushes. "Anyways, what happened?"

At home

"So what happened? What did you do this time?" He knows me so well, even after this time.

"I just ruined my best friend's wedding by telling him I've always loved him. Does that sound like something I'd do?" I succesfully try to force myself to smile.

"Yep, sounds exactly like you. But seriously; did you do that?"

I nodd my head. "Yep, isn't that crazy?"

"And did he get married after that?"

"Well, I just ran away actually.. so I have no idea what happened after. But I'm sure Louis is never gonna talk to me ever again."

"Louis? You mean the Louis you've known since you were 6?"

"Yes, why?"

"You've always loved him.. So you never loved me, did you?" He looks at the floor.

"I did love you but.."

"Not as much as you love him.. and that's okay: I've always known there was something between you two.."

"You actually think there something between us?" I ask with a little happiness in my voice, which doesn't make him feel better. "Sorry. I shouldn't have said that."

"It's okay.." I can see on face it is not.

"If I may ask, why are you here?"

"I got a new job so I had to move and now I'm here."

"A new job? That's nice! And what are you doing exactly?"

"Just some computer stuff.. Nothing special."

"Since when?"

"Last week."

"Last week?"

"Yes, and it wasn't the plan that I'd find you here again and I have no idea if it's a good idea that I'm talking here to you again because I never really got over you and don't want to get my heart broken again.."