username: the dog in the back gives me butterflies.
connor: text me back. need to talk.
username: ^ no.
lilpeep: just another fuckin junkie, drain my blood but don't be greedy.
username: goals?^
"Taylor!!! someones here to see you!!!" my mom yelled from downstairs. after what happened between me and Gus today in the hall, I decided to leave school early.
"coming!!" I yelled while running down the stairs.
"ughhh. what do you wanttt!" I groaned as I saw Connor standing in the door way. I'm not going to lie, I was kind of hoping it was Gus.
"can we please talk...." he pleaded.
"you have exactly 5 minutes. and then your outta here. " I say while feeling very aggravated.
"okay good. I won't even come inside. just listen. Gus isn't the kind of guy to stick around. he's going to use you.. and once you give him what he wants, which is sex, and just sex, he's going to throw you in the dirt and leave. he's going to get tired of you. he's going to move on to the next girl so quick, he won't even remember your name?" he started.
and then I saw something behind connor. it was gus. he caught my eye and raised an eyebrow as he continued to slowly walk up the steps. the funny part was, that Connor hadn't even noticed. which sucks for him..because then he carried on saying.. "he's a hit and run kinda dude. he's been with many girls before you, and he'll be with many girls after you. your nothing special. so don't feel like you are just because some famous sound cloud rapper THINKS he likes you. because really, you being with him only shows you have no standards."
"okay then what does that make you? you dated this girl with no standards. so how low does that make you?" I shoot back.
"Taylor, literally. the second you sleep with him, he's going to leave. he's going to treat you like shit everyday for the rest of your life after that. he's a depressed little fuck who's using girls to get over himself!" Connor yells.
"oh, so just like you did? using her then leaving because you got bored? " Gus grabs Connors shoulder turning him around to face him.
"and what are you doing here?" Connor snaps.
" I'm here to see my fucking girl and its taco night. her mom makes bomb ass tacos" Gus pushes Connor.
my girl..?
"she's not your girl..." Connor glares at me. gus chuckles. "she aint my girl?right bet. so who are those hickies from huh?" he points to my neck. he was getting angry, you could hear it in his tone.
"and you think she'd give a guy she don't fuck with hickies? I think you need to leave before you actually get your ass beat." Gus continues while laughing. he wasn't scared of Connor. he wasn't scared of anyone. and I admired that about him. Connor looks at me for a last time before quickly walking out to his car.
"god hes so fucking childish.." Gus mumbled to himself out of frustration while walking inside.
"GUS!!!" my mom yelled way to excited from the kitchen once she saw him.
"hello Shannon!" he smiled.
"can I talk to you?" he slowly turned to me with an apologetic smile on his face.
"I guess.." I go to walk upstairs. once I go in my room I sit with my legs crossed on the bed, hugging a pillow.
''I'm sorry I over reacted okay? I should've tried to listen to what you were trying to say. and instead of doing so I just jumped straight to assumptions." he sat down in front of me.
all I could do was nod my head.
"baby girl.. stop hugging the damn pillow and look at me." his hand gently touches my face. I loosen my grip on the pillow and i look into Gus's eyes. he grabs my hands and holds them in his. " I don't wanna fight. we're not even a couple and I already managed to make you feel like shit. and I'm so sorry....I didn't mean too. my intentions with you are so much more than that. you deserved to be listened too, and I didn't even bother to do so. I'm so sorry okay? I don't wanna lose you, I really feel sum for you. and when we're together I just can't control my feelings. I smile at the littlest shit you do..please forgive me.." he kissed my hands softly.
I felt my face turn a bright pink.
"aw your blushinnnggg!" Gus wraps his arms around me while laying down on the bed, pulling me with him.
"stopppp. and yes. I forgive you." I smiled.
"good. because I'm staying the night." he kisses my forehead before laying his head down on my chest.
sorry guys I have exams like all week lmao so please be patient with my shitty updates. I love you guys.
