HELLBOY • Lil Peep

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Taylors POV

"Gu-Gus...what are you doing here.." i stuttered. 

"i can't fucking think straight without you.." he leaned against my bedroom wall while putting his hands on his head. 

"yo-you need to leave..like now..." i went to grab my phone to call Tracy but when Gus made eye contact, something stopped me. 

"go ahead..call Tracy..call the police, say i broke in...call Connor...but I'm not leaving until you tell me you don't still love me." he sniffled while looking at me through his shaggy hair. 

"i don't lo-" 

"i want you to tell me the truth. how you really feel..not how you want to feel.." he stood up and walked towards my bed. 

"you hurt me...you cheated on me because you thought i cheated...you didn't even fucking hesitate..." my voice cracked. 

"on my defense, i didn't even fucking lay my hands on her!" he yelled. 

"that doesn't matter! you still cheated, she gave you a fucking lap dance Gus and you did nothing to stop her!" 

"and you met up with Connor that same night!"

"yeah, but the only difference is, i didn't cheat!" tears started to swell up in my eyes and i knew that in seconds i was going to burst into tears. 

"you dont understand Taylor! you dont know what my past relationships did to me, you don't understand how ive been treated before because if you did, you'd understand why i assumed Hannah was telling the truth!" he yelled. 

then it went silent. 

"Taylor..are you okay?" Ethan knocked on my door. 

"im fine...Gus is here...that's all..go back to bed Ethan," i said.

then Gus looked at me. 

"i deserve a second chance..." he pleaded. 

"i dont give second chances... i whispered while looking around. 

he needed to leave, and he needed to leave now.

"Taylor..." tears built up in his eyes. 

"leave..before i call someone.." i looked away. 

he didn't say anything, he just turned around and slowly walked out of my room. 

then that's when i did it. 

that's when i let my walls down and my tears flow. 

Gus's POV

as soon as i walked out of her room, i heard deep sad sobs come from behind the door. 

i stood there for a second debating on whether to keep walking or stay. 

i kept walking...

i made my way out of the house and to my car. 

i sat there in the driveway for what felt like forever but was only a few minutes before I saw the front door open. For a second, i had some hope that Taylor was going to run out to my car and accept my apology. but she didn't. 

i watched as taylor carried a bag out of the house and out to my car. 

"whats this?" i asked while rolling down the window. 

"your clothes," she mumbled before opening the passenger door, throwing the bag in the seat. 

"Taylor...please.." i whispered. she looked at me and i swear she was fixing to consider it..but then she looked away and slammed the door shut.