HELLBOY • Lil Peep

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kinda skipped a lot of the smut shit because I didn't know how comfortable you guys would be with that stuff, so please let me know where y'all stand with that kinda stuff. like are y'all cool with that stuff in my book or no? I'm just trying my best to be respect and mindful to you guys opinions. 

"okay so....im not sure how I'm supposed to feel about waking up and walking in here to some girl just laying all up on you. like. should I be happy or worried.." I woke up to Gus's roommate  sitting down in a chair across from the bed smoking a blunt. 

"dude... what time is it..." Gus groaned as his arms around me tightened. I forgot I had no clothes on except for a bra. nothing too serious happened last night, we basically did everything except for have sex because I told him I wanted to wait to do that until we knew if what we had was serious. and I'm kind of glad he understood, because most guys wouldn't have been so understanding.

the blanket wrapped around our bodies was so warm and comforting, I almost didn't ever want to get up out of that bed. 

"its two. two in the afternoon. y'all bitches been sleeping all day. must've had a rough night huh?" I heard the sarcasm in his voice. 

"shut up." Gus chuckled in his sleepy voice. 

"I want chicken." I mumbled against Gus's arm wrapped around my chest. 

the room fell silent for a few seconds till Gus and his roommate started laughing. 

"well get up and get dressed and we can go get food." Gus kissed my forehead. 

"I can't." I turned around looking at Gus. 

"oh shit." his roommate said laughing. 

"oh yeah, uh. Tracy, get the fuck outta here." Gus threw a pillow at him. 

"I never knew his name." I said while leaning up after Tracy walked out the room. 

"yeah thats just what I call him. his real names Jazz though. " Gus stretched his arms out. 

I slid on my shorts and hoodie before realizing I had no other clothes with me.

"I don't have any other clothes here.." I said while looking at gus. 

"we'll go shopping, its okay." Gus stood up, wrapping his arms around me smiling.

"okay." I returned his smile. he traced his fingertips along my jawline before gently Landing his lips on mine. 

"what was that for?" I pulled back, sitting on the bed to put my shoes on. 

"honestly I don't know. I kinda felt like I needed too" he sat down on the bed next to me scratching his head. 

"so what even are we now?"  Gus looked at me and asked. I looked at him , raising an eyebrow.

"don't know. your the one who said it, you don't really want to be with me right now because I'm apparently confused about what I wanted." I said sarcastically. 

"alright thats cool with me." he said while laying back down on the bed. 

"I-i was just- never mind." I sighed.. 

I was joking..

"what?" he leaned his head up looking at me. 

"nothing. just get dressed so we can go." I said angrily before walking out his bedroom and into the living room. 

"you gonna lemme get a hit of that?" I smirked at his roommate holding a blunt in his hand. I sat down in the couch next to him, spreading my legs out across his lap. 

"go for it doll" he smiled while handing me the freshly rolled blunt. 

I took a few hits before passing it back. he rested his hands across my legs the longer we sat there. 

"so what are you an peep?" he turned to me and said with bloodshot eyes. he must've been smoking all morning. 

"according to him, nothing." I looked at him and grinned. I was only doing this, hoping to make Gus feel some sort of jealousy. 

"alright kitten lets-" he said walking out into the living room, looking at my bare legs stretched across his friend. 

"the fuck? get yo ass up." he pulled me by my arm, yanking me on my feet.

"ill see you later doll." his friend laughed before waving us goodbye. 

"so what was that about?" Gus asked as soon as we got in the car. 

"what are you talking about?" I sighed.

"what? are you serious? you leave for like two minutes and you're already all over another guy?" he says with hatred in his voice as we pulled out of his driveway. 

"I don't see the problem. me and you aren't a thing. so technically.-" 

"technically my ass okay. if you want anything to do with me, you're gonna have to be about just me. no other dude. " his hand gripped my thigh tightly. 

"but-" 

"do you understand? just me. ion give a flying rats ass if we aren't together right now or not. if you want me to be able to trust you in a relationship, you gotta show me your worth the fight and patience." he pulled up to a stop sign, looking at me. 

"okay." I whispered. 

"good." he slowly leaned in, leaving a small kiss on my lips.

***

"go try this on." Gus handed me a red lingere with a big smirk on his face 

"no. put that back gus. we're here for necessities only." I laughed. 

"but baby..this is a necessity." he whispered against my ear. 

"put it back. now." I giggled before leaving a kiss on his lips.

"okay kitten." he pouted before walking to the other Side of the store. 

"hey baby..." i felt someones arm snake around my waist.

"get off of me connor..." i mumbled.
"come on baby.. where have you been these past few days, ive been getting worried.." his arm tightened around me.
"shes been with me.. so you can back off. " gus said angrily while walking up to us.

" of course she was.." Connor said sarcastically before walking away. 

"we gotta do something about him.." Gus said angrily. 

"okay sorry to break it to you but theres nothing we can do about him. he's always going to be like that."  I sighed before walking to the cash register. 

"well...maybe there is something we can do about.." he whispered against my ear.