Bea's POV
It's been two weeks, and everything came out of control. Hindi na kami nagkakaintindihan. Naging reverse psychology nga eh, akala ko mas titibay pa relationship namin kasi, nakaya naman namin for almost 2 years pero, bakit parang nagkabali-baliktad lahat.
Aalis daw kasi siya ulit after their thesis, actually, napagusapan na namin ito. Pero palagi niya na lang ibinibring-out.
"Come on Jho! We've been figuring out for even 2 years tapos ngayon ka lang susuko?"
"Wag ka namang ganyan, ano ako? Parang tanga? Naghintay lang ako ng dalawang taon para umasa sa wala?"
"Pinaglaban kita out of my past relationships, nagkamali ba ako?"
Sagot ko sakanya. Totoo, naman gusto ko na ng stable and healthy relationship pero bakit ganito naman yung kinalalabasan?
"Bea, I gave you everything! It's time for me give time to myself!"
"I've been really thinking this for a long time. You're tired right? Then , now I'll give you the space you need"
Sagot naman niya.
Puro boses ko at niya na lang ang tanging naririnig sa condo ko ngayon.
"Tell me, meron ka bang gustong balikan sa Japan? Kaya ito ang dahilan kung bakit gusto mo bumalik?"
"Jho, ang daming offers sayo dito, even great opportunities from big companies pero, nirereject mo lahat!"
"There's no excuses Jho, tell me the truth"
"Then... I..I'll set you fr...free"
I gave my word, lumapit siya saakin and cupped my cheeks, pareho ng may umaagos saaming mukha ngayon.
"Bea.. I'm sorry. Please. Let me explain" pasimula niya. Napatingin ako sakanya.
"SINO? WHAT THE F*CK JHO! TELL ME WHO IS THAT F*CKING PERSON"
"It...it's..Nic...Nico" sabi niya saakin and yumuko.
"Nico? What? Yung anak ni Tito Rafael? Yung p*tang inang pinsan ko?" Panghihinayang kong sigaw sakanya
"What a small world Jho, sana naman, pinsan ko din naman pala edi sana, ako na lang diba?"
Huminga na ako ng malalim at kumuha ng lakas ng loob para kausapin siya ng mahinahon.
"Jho, I, I don't know kung anong mali, kung anong kulang, kung anong hindi natin maintindihan sa Isa't isa, but as long as I wanted to make this relationship work, and stable, siguro nga, wala akong lakas ng loob nung panahong yun and dun ka na nagka-time. Always know na minahal kita, and you're worth fighting for. Alam mo? Ang swerte mo nga eh, tinanggap ka nila Mommy, kasi siya? Hindi nila tinanggap. Nagpromise ako sakanya na, I will make my next relationship worth fighting for. Pero wala eh, you gave up na. I'm happy that you're already happy with him. Sabihin mo sakanya, na ingatan ka niya
Dahil as much as I wanted to stay, you chose to let go. So I'm giving that to you. Maybe you're right, siguro we're both tired and we need space and I appreciate that. I'm not doing these that "easy", even though this is my second, parang nasanay at masasanay na rin ako. I never thought we would come this far. I'm glad na nakabilang ka sa journey ko. Thank you Jho, and I love you." Sabi ko sakanya, habang pahikbi hikbi parin.
"Bea, sorry for hurting your feelings. Sorry, I can't say anything because it's just, sobrang bilis ng pangyayari. Sorry Bei. Thank you for everything" sabi niya at pinunasan namin ang luha namin sa Isa't isa. Dumeretso na ako sa kotse ko.
Andaming nangyari today and I just need rest. Napadaan ako sa isang coffee shop dito sa may kanto.
Isang pamilyar na babae ang kinakalikot ang kanyang laptop at dami ng papel sa table.
BINABASA MO ANG
Fight Again
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