good enough || s.w

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leila loreto's pov

"i been fucking hoes and poppin pills man i feel just like a rockstar" 

my speaker plays one of my favorite songs while im in the shower. i wash my hair and scrub every part of my body and shave literally everything. im doing all kinds of weird positions to get every single spot on my body. ive been in the shower for about 15 minutes i need to go faster fuck. i jump out the shower and wrap a towel around my body. i put lotion on and then throw on matching pink bra and underwear and then throw on a random t shirt so i can get ready without dirtying my dress. i blow dry my hair and then run my straightener through it. fuck 7:45. i throw on mascara and fill in my eyebrows a little bit. i finish my hair and finish my makeup and then i plop down on my bed.

in ten minutes i will be on a date with samuel wilkinson. a huge smile grows on my face. i put on my grey dress and my wedges because who can actually walk in those skinny ass heels? i spray on some perfume and i look in the mirror. wow i look good. 7:57 pm. 

"so your still thinking of me, just like i know you should, i can not give you everything you know i wish i could" another one of my favorite songs. i begin to sing and dance along. i mean i cant help it, i love this song. i get so into it. the song finishes right at 8:00. holy shit. my hearts racing. the doorbell rings and i hear my mom open it. they exchange words and my mom calls for me. here goes nothing i think. i turn off my music and take one last glance at myself in the mirror. 

"its now or never" i say and then turn off the lights walking downstairs. 

"leila, samuel is here for your date?" my mom says kind of like shes asking me if im really going out when i have justin here. i smile at her silently reassuring her that im fine. 

"wow you look beautiful i mean gorgeous" samuel smiles. whoa what a change in attitude i think. i smile and playfully do a spin so he can see everything. 

"definitely a ten out of  ten" he smiles grabbing my hand. my heart races what the fuck is actually going on. 

"mrs. loreto i will have her home at 11:00 and i promise to keep her safe" he smiles waving at my mom as we leave my house. samuel being a gentleman what a new look i love it. he opens the door to his car and helps me in then closes the door behind me. 

"what the fuck" i say as he walks around the car. he gets in and smiles at me. i smile back and when he turns on the car unforgettable begins to play through the speakers. 

"i know, this is a total flip from how i used to act but i wanna change. i wanna be with you. leila i dont know what it is i should hate you but you make me wanna change from my fuckboy ways and that scares me because no girl has ever done that for me" he says grabbing my hand. what the fuck is all i keep repeating in my head.